Keep Thinking Of My Old Girlfriend

Though I'm married now and sex is good, I still go back to a girlfriend I had in college. She was a waitress at a place I ate oftten, and through several months of talking she let her sexy side out. She was quite open, and fucked several guys, many more than I had women. I kept thinking about her and wanted to ask her out but I kept thinking of her fucking these other guys. Well, I bit the bullet anyway and asked her out. We went on two dates and I was cumming in her mouth. She said she really liked my cock, the size, shape and circumsized etc. She talked about two guys she dates who were not cut, and she much preferred cut. I got a whole treatise on what it feels like in your mouth, pussy and even ass. I wasn't really in the mood to talk about other cocks after I'd just gotten a Bj from the woman.

We dated a lot, on the next date we fucked, the next night I fucked her and then in a first for me, buttfucked her. I enjoyed her ass more than her pussy, well more than pussy period. After 4 months I asked if she wanted to go into an exclusive relationship. She said that she didn't want that, but that I was the one she loved. We'd not mentioned the L word yet, but she enforced that she meant it. However; she still had to have sex with other guys. At this time I was 20, she was 24. She gave me details, that the others were just fucks, just sex, and nothing to do with our emotional relationship. She insisted though that she must have sex with more men. At that time she had one guy at 17, and others in their 20s, and one married man in his 40s and a widower who was 58.

I couldn't get enough of this sexual dynamo, and I agreed. She asked if I was going to stop fucking other girls, and I said I was, she said it wasn't needed, as long as I was honest with them and with her about it. She really got off with descriptions of sex with other girls, and would relay her details when she fucked other guys. She would spend the night with me, never with the others, and I let it go on. She started coming home after her shift with cum in her pussy. Eventually while describing the details of the previous encounter she asked if I would lick her while she was telling me. I did it and hated the taste but probably ate at least10 different guys cum from her pussy, or off her tits.

The thing is, that my prim, proper, exclusive wife is great, but I think about the waitress and our two years together. It was kinky as hell, she gave me all three holes, plus her tits, would go naked in public whenever possible. At nude beaches she'd be gone for 30 minutes and come back with a pussy dripping 2 or 3 guys loads and let everyone see it and hear about it.

I really miss that, in a way it was demeaning I guess, cuckold lifestyle, and I miss it. I wish my wife would be half as open as she was.