i used to be a real fucken party whore. up unitl a few months ago when my drinking sent me to jail. i used to get drunk and fuck whatever guy i thought was hot. i was pre-occupied with sex all day. but i kept a good cover.

when i quit drinking cold-turkey, i was nervous about fucking. and i didn't even masturbate. i just didn't think i could get naked and freaky if i was not totally ripped on drinks. i fucked one of my regulars and it was sooooo lame and gross i thought i would never do it again.

recently i started dating a real sweetheart. we hadn't even sat next to each other until our thrid date. we waited to kiss 2 weeks into dating. we slept together after a month and it was a little awkward.

we have had sex four different times (occasions with more than one session) and it keeps getting better and better. he is so awesome and i am so glad i met him.

what he has in store should be a real treat for him. when i am comfortable, i will pull out my old bag of tricks. in the mean time, he comes hard when we do it missionary or spooning...and i am loving every minute of it.