I Never Tell Anyone

My cousin is the only one who knows my bi side. He and I were 15, and had been exploring each other for a few years, even getting his sister to join us many times before she hit puberty. That night when we got into the double bed, he immediately pulled off his underwear. He rubbed his butt up against my crotch and I got hard. He reached back and pulled it out of my underpants and put it to his crack rubbing back and forth telling me how good it felt. I told him that it felt good to me too. It was late, his mom was sleeping, his dad was at work, his sister was sleeping. He sat up, pulled my underpants off, and jacked on my cock. I was super hard and he laid over on his side spooning into me. "stick it in" he said. I used some saliva and tried to get it in, but it wouldn't go. "Just a minute" he said as he got up naked, lingering to show me his butt and looking at the pointed bedpost he tried to get that into his hole. He rode it for a show for me, then opened the door to the hall, and went into the bathroom, still naked. He came out with a glob of vaseline and took half, and in front of me bent over rubbed it around and into his back hole. Then the other half he smeared on my hard cock.

Then he laid on his stomach on the bed and said he had an itch inside. I stuck my finger into his butt and wiggled it around and asked if that was enough, he said no he needed something else. So three fingers, and he said no, something else. I moved close to him with my cock touching the side of his ass cheek and asked if this was what he wanted. He said yes, and I confirmed that he wanted me to slide my cock into his ass. YES, he said. I got on top of him, he reached around and spread his boy cheeks opening what would become my pussy, my cumhole, my cocksleeve for the next two years. I pushed in, the head went in with a pop and I stopped. "Don't stop" he said, I said I didn't want to hurt him, and his response was that he didn't care. He just wanted it inside him. So I pushed the rest of the way in. I'm laying on top of him in the bed, my hairs are pushed right up against his hairless ass and my 7 pretty thick inches is pushed into his asshole. He started humping around, and he told me to move it around. I moved side to side and clockwise, and he told me "More". I took a pull out about halfway, then back in, very slowly, and did it again, then again. "Yeah" he whispered. "Is this what you want me to do?" I asked him as I was slowly fucking him. "Yeah" he said again. I asked deliberately "tell me what you want". "Fuck Me".

So I did. I fucked him, shot my load in him and he was like a satisfied woman after it all. We snuggled and stayed naked sleeping together. The next morning I woke up about 6am no one was awake and I looked under the sheet at his ass, and there was a clear stream coming out of it a bit. I grabbed at him, and had a finger inside him before he came awake. By that time I was pushing my hard cock up against his body and said I need it again. He told me to do it, and once again, I mounted him and as I was slowly fucking all he said was "faster". I picked up the pace, and he was gasping and grunting when I shot off inside his cute butt again.

He was my sole source of sexual outlet for over two years. When I finally got a girlfriend to let me fuck her and have her suck me off, it wasn't until she let me buttfuck her till I stopped going over to see my cousin a lot. Through the years, I've still had anonymous encounters, only one was a continuous encounter for about a year, I fucked him, sucked him, he sucked me, and eventually he even fucked me a few times. I am engaged, have had 17 women in my life, and 53 men. I never let anyone know. The girls I've had sex with have never known about my bi side. Only my cousin knows and through the years has enjoyed my same sex encounters, but all the others are anonymous. I don't want anyone to know.

No matter what though, buttfucking a woman or a man is my favorite sex act.