Got Super Into The Idea Of Random Guys Jerking Off To Me

I found this site cause i had no one to talk about any of my sexual stuff with so I really love this site like letting me get stuff off my chest. :)) This is like my third post on here.
BUT. On my two other posts I got like these super horny comments from guys because I explained how small I am, (although I don't think I'm too tiny) and I literally keep rereading them cause it like makes me turned on pretty much.
It feels like nearly anything turns me on at this point, but I really wanna get degraded slash praised, or really just anything said to me by guys on here but it feels really slutty to ask it that way. I'm just really desperate for a man's attention, especially one to just make me feel small and like a dumb fucktoy.