Affairs

Well, years ago I was friends with this couple who took us out to some other friends one night. I believe I was 23 years old at the time. This guy showed up and was rolling a blunt cuz that's what we do. I was thinking damn he's sexy. Something told me I was gonna be sleeping with him sometime soon. I couldn't tell you what told me that cuz I don't have answer for you. Found out later that night he was married. I thought oh damn. Within the week he had come out to the couples house out near where I live and we slept together within 24 hours. Then we found another opportunity and did it again...and again...and again. 9 years y'all. He fully believed that his wife was cheating on him as well. The thing was with him tho he and I had a spark. We had a fire for each other. Even my cousin would comment how she wished her bf would look at her like he does me. I had ended the affair when I had gotten with my youngest son's dad but after we broke up he popped back up. We had sex once and then when he tried to come back again I ended it for good right on the spot. That fire we had def died. I sometimes wonder what really could have been?