Change In Manhood

I’m a bi sexual very masculine lean muscular man. Though I had been with several men I was always an aggressive top and even with women I was dominant type. Not long ago I met this very attractive and effeminate Brazilian trans man. He is very sexy and we met in a club and we went back to my place and I fucked him. He for all real purposes walking around in clothes looks like a very sexy Latina women. Except naked he has a small cute ballsack and a pretty big uncut dick. We started fucking regularly and went and got tested so that I could safely cum in his ass. Soon after we got tested he started asking me to let him fuck me. I refused and said I never did that and did not want to. He let it go for a while but then started up again when I refused to suck his cock. Finally, recently we were in the middle of a very hot encounter and he said that he didn’t want to see me anymore if I wouldn’t at least let him try to top me. I think he knew I was vested in the relationship as I had quit seeing anyone else. I relented and said he could try but I was thinking that I would just make him stop and say it hurt too much. He knew what he was doing though and in pretty short order he had me lubed and was able to slide his fatcockdeep inside me before I could do anything but moan. To my surprise it felt wonderful and when he came deep in my bowels screaming I was still bucking my ass into him wanting more. Since that day he mostly fucks me now and I suck his cock often. I still fuck him sometimes but he gets his nut first. A strange phenomenon is that I don’t feel as masculine and often think when I am walking around, especially at the gym, that people know that I have been topped. I’m sure it is my imagination but it seems like men, especially good looking ones, kind of smile at me like they know they could fuck me if they wanted.