I Need Advice On Sex

I am 18 and going away to college in the fall. I have grown up in an overly conservative Jamaican American home and while I am not a virgin I am not very experienced either because my parents watch me like a hawk so sleep overs at trusted friends are my only chance to get laid.
I have only had full sex like 3 times. Twice was with my friends older brother who just wanted to as he put it "hit it" because I was so crushing on him and basically begging him to do it. He knew could because my best friend (his sister) covered for us and his gf wouldn't ever know. We kissed and stripped in thier basement. I felt some tension but in the end he took my virginity by bending me over the back of a couch in the basement rec room ... once he finally got it in he basically just fucked me hard and came in the condom ... fonded my breasts after pulling out and kissed me saying "thanks"....it was horrible and hurt and the second time was missionary but not much better... just him "drilling me" so I stopped. The other guy was from out of town and was with was a virgin (who was a cousin from someone from school) so i actually took his virginity (in the same basement, ironically) and he really tried to please me we made out and he sucked my boobs and even ate me the best he could...it was nice i was really into it but no O and he came super fast.
Anywho... I am 18 and honestly pretty damn fine... guys like me alot and I'm ready to be a total freak in my first semester away from home! I could never admit this to anyone but my best friend so ill say it here ... i am so fucking horny and oppressed at home I want to be wild when I get to college and find the hottest guys I can and get fucked! I know that's horrible and my parents would disown me but i wants to sleep with lots of hot guys before i find love and settle down. But I am scared and embarrassed because I am 18 and hot and yet basically know nothing at all about sex. I have not even sucked dick before. But because I am fine guys expect me to be experienced.
I am so stressed out and frustrated about this. It's going to so humiliating to be with some hot college guy and not even know how to suck dick right. Or even how to get him off, really...I mean I know how to make myself cum (I've done that a lot alone) but I have no idea how to cum with a man
in me. I don't even know how to make a guy cum other than to lay there and let him "drill me" until he is done. I am going to be such a bad lay.
I know... I have heard so many times... I'll get better... but I am so stressed about how fucking awkward the first few guys will be. I hate that I look like the perfect hot fuck toy but will infact be disappointing and humiliate myself.
No. I don't want a boyfriend so finding the right guy to take his time is not appealing to me. I don't want to fall in love untill i live some. I am boy crazy and a wanna be a freak ... I am on the pill now and have condoms saved up and a wanna be a thirsty little thot and live before my teen years are over.

Any advice? I am accepting any and all advice. Am I being stu9id or reckless... is my fears justified? How do I get good at sex fast without a boyfriend? What positions makes guys cum best? I welcome any advice. HELP!

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# 59388 - by Niki / July 6, 2022

by Anonymous on Jul 6, 2022 at 11:01 AM

Niki.
I don't have much advice but if it helps... hearing you admit to wanting to be a 18 year old black thot made this 48 year old white married man cum hard thinking about you.
Maybe fuck some older professors or staff at first to get skills. If I was at your college and you hit one I'd teach you everything.

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by Mikis_pop on Jul 6, 2022 at 3:01 PM

Sweetheart, you are so young and inexperienced and it is understandable how you feel. But be patient, look for a guy with whom you will talk, share interests, walk and hold hands, caress, enjoy his kisses. Then the sex will be pleasant. Experimentation in sex comes later, when the thirst is quenched. Those who want experiments have gone through everything and anything, you are a way station for them, which they will pass without stopping, and you will be left emotionally and sexually unsatisfied. I am an old man, but even now I remember the walks holding hands.

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by Seagull57 on Jul 7, 2022 at 10:17 AM

Niki, you are going to find that most college guys, upper class men included, are really just looking for a quick fuck. You will probably be disappointed by their lack of love making skill. My advice, let it come naturally. Meet someone, be honest (hopefully, he will be too) and learn how to pleasure one another. Also, this should go without saying, make sure you are on birth control and that your partners practice safe sex. No sense carrying an STD from a frat boy forever!

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by Anonymous on Jul 8, 2022 at 1:25 AM

Nikki,
Everything the last guy said is correct he safe and try not to get a std because thats some life long problems for a session you may not even enjoy. Now to the fun part. Sex is great if you have the right partner. There has to be chemestry and mutual respect. I get that you want to try out different guys and sample some good dick thats fair. Have fun just do it the safe way and maybe get with someone or someones who are also looking for safe no strings attached kinda fun but also have a good connection with you. Perhaps even some young but not extaclty new swinger couples if you are into that. I hope you have fun and stay safe.

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by Crimso on Jul 6, 2022 at 12:38 PM

Doggy allows a guy to get deeper and either you or him can play with your clit a lot easier while he pounds you from behind

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by Anonymous on Jul 11, 2022 at 9:01 AM

Nikki, best advice that I could give you is not try to hook up with old perverts like the ones commenting above...LOL.

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