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It's me again after several months-I just feel so guilty for my sexual feelings & need to confess this publicly. I'm disabled and cannot get off which is probably the biggest factor in not releasing my own sexual tension-but I am going crazy privately in the back of my mind. Most of the time I am okay so long as there is stimulus around me. When I have too much time on my hands a photograph, commercial or just about anything that turns me on-I feel a strange desire to be punished or something. Go figure I know sexuality is normal but I do not feel that way-God I cannot even Cum-and I feel terrible about it-my private thoughts are so sinful at times. I posted that my genitals could be removed when I was having a real bad day several months back to stop the feeling -a sicko suggested cutting it all off-which was ridiculous & not understanding at all. Doesn't anybody understand what I am going through or have suggestions

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# 5947 - by Anonymous / October 20, 2009
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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 20, 2009 at 4:51 PM

I think you would be better off having sex change.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 21, 2009 at 4:16 AM

I'm sorry to here your still struggling with this :(

Try to find something more constructive to do then concentrating on this issue as you're clearly torturing yourself. Sex is all over the place and it's hard to ignore but just try not to let it get to you, don't indulge in fantasys if they only end in making you feel worthless.

I'm no psychologist but isn't there a difference between physical and mental release? don't be so hung up on whether or not you actually ejaculate, don't be bothered about what's "normal" just worry about whether or not it's making you happy.

Boredom can effect us all differently and can lead to us developing obsessive behaviours, for some it's over-eating, others collecting, cleaning etcetera, for you it might be sex, which is raking up feelings of inaderquacy. Try to find ways to fill the time with something that gives you more sense of achievement (sorry if this sounds patronizing).

Maybe you should look for groups/forums for people with similar disability's, that can understand personally what you're dealing with and will be more supportive then the average poster on this site...

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 21, 2009 at 7:35 AM

It does not sound patronizing-I thank you for replying. I have looked into group forums, etc. and nothing exist or even close to this. Psychological issue I realize, but it is not regular occurrence enough for me to go 100 percent into therapy or anything like that at this point so I just keep the faith. I'm happy that somebody at least replied with empathy and understanding. I really don't think anyone completely understands this except for God. For some reason I feel the need to confess and that's all I can really say-pretty screwed up I know. Quite a few times I feel like nurses are laughing at me or something as well. Paranoia combined with a lack of sexual release is my self-diagnosis, but living with this is very difficult and extremely difficult to talk about publicly-ty again

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 21, 2009 at 4:54 PM

the longer you lounge in self pitty the deeper the hole will get.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 25, 2009 at 8:23 AM

Just so sick of feeling horny-when I shouldn't be and do not feel anything physically-go figure

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 25, 2009 at 5:38 PM

I think its all in your head, get a life.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 27, 2009 at 1:06 PM

I'm a 32 yr old white female,and I'll cut them off for you. I already cut off a pair last summer.I have a jiff peanut butter jar full of vodka just waiting for a pair like yours. The last set pickled quite well thank you. They float in the middle, so they're perfect for show and tell purposes.

The deal is that I'm a purest so nothing for pain, plus I video tape for later pleasures. I might even masturbate while I'm doing you so don't count on it being a fast cut.

Deal?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 27, 2009 at 5:48 PM

did you completely miss the point of his post?

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