Never Orgasm

I was 15, my boyfriend and I were parked in a dark place along the river, only a few other cars there, they were teens there to have sex like us. I had my skirt up to my waist, my blouse open bra pulled up over my boobs, my boyfriend was on top of me doing what he normally did. I had my eyes closed, as I normally did at that time. I opened them when I heard the car door open, my boyfriend pulled off me my small boobs exposed, and my brown haired bush on display. Three of them punched him repeatedly then two held him and before I could even move after the initial shock, one of them probably in his early 20s was on me and in me. After only a minute or two I felt him spasm and knew he was shooting his sperm in me, something I'd never had happen before. The second guy was only about a minute also, then the third one too what felt like hours but probably was only about 5 minutes. Pumping in and out of me telling me how sloppy my pussy was, sucking and pinching my nipples, bruising them then it was over. They made my boyfriend watch and one was using his hand on my BFs cock, then they pushed him in the car and made him enter me. He finished in me also, no condom this time. They were gone faster than they appeared. My boyfriend found his clothes, I got mine pulled up and on, I was in shock, I wasn't even crying, until later.

I got pregnant that night, then adoption, and I didn't have sex again until a professor in college, I was 20. I was very docile and he would get very dominant, I let him. It was like the boys that night, I just let it happen. I turned into a very sub, slave for my man, and the men after. The professor let one of his friends have me for a week. He took me for his own, and soon I was pregnant again. I have a son now. My "husband" as he calls himself, used me for nursing, including letting others nurse on me and have sex while I was pregnant. It just kept going, and I let anyone do anything, including two months ago breeding me in another gangbang.

6 weeks pregnant, for my 3rd time, I have probably had sex, oral, anal, vaginal with over 60 men and I have never had an orgasm. I fake it all the time, and they think I'm a helluva fuck as most put it. I'm not, I only pretend so they'll finish sooner. I let them dom me, I talk dirty when they want, I let them call me names while they are satisfying themselves, pinch, twist and bruise me. I prefer a man who takes charge of me, my body and my life, who tells me what to do and what not to do. I just lay there and pretend.