Lost Her To BBC?

Me and my wife have been into BBC roleplay for a long time. (BBC stands for Big Black Cock for those who aren't sure.)
I'm not very well endowed and my wife loves the idea of being 'filled up' or 'stretched out.' I have used dildos and extensions with her before to try and get the sensation but we've always flirted with the idea of her trying the real thing.

Long story short we found a black man online who wanted to get Involved with us.
On the day he was supposed to come over we were excited, especially my wife. We had set some rules to follow, she was on birth control but we didn't want the guy cumming inside her and we also said no kissing because we felt that was too intimate.
That said, looking back, I'm not sure I was completely prepared for what happened next...
He was very big in terms of penis size and very skilled in love making. They were very passionate together and had heaps of sexyal chemistry!l.
When I say he ducked get down, I really mean it! She was making sounds I hadn't heard her make before.
As the session went on there was a moment when he was fucking her from behind while they both layed on their side.
She turned her head to look him in the eye and it felt like a very intense moment for them. And they kissed...
While I was watching I was speechless and my heart was beating out of my chest. I had a lot of mixed emotions.
She went on to have multiple orgasms and was even shaking as she came again and again.

It's been just over a week since then and honestly, now I feel crushed.
She can't stop talking about how he made her feel. She mentioned that he completely filled her up and when he thrusted she could feel him bumping her cervix. She said that at one point she was having an orgasm after every 10 strokes or so.
I just feel totally inadequate now and I don't have the heart to tell her how I feel because it was such a great time for her.
How am I supposed to compete with this guy?
I feel like I've lost her...

Comments

Another_55er

by Another_55er on Jul 12, 2022 at 4:04 AM

It was just sex. You still have her. Per you writing she hasn't asked or scheduled a follow-up.

Snap out of it or you might lose her.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 12, 2022 at 4:12 AM

Now discuss with her about YOUR NEEDS.

How about you find some lady who YOU WANT to fuck ? And let your wife watch it.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 12, 2022 at 5:00 AM

You liked the idea until it became real you brought this on yourself. You should talk to her tell her how you feel or get use to being cuckold

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 12, 2022 at 5:36 AM

"Once you go Black, You never go back"...LOL.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 12, 2022 at 6:07 AM

It may not completely alleviate your insecurity, but as a woman I imagine that your wife is grateful to you for allowing her to have that experience. Her talking about it constantly means she feels safe to share with you and she credits you indirectly for those orgasms she received. You are feeling small and inadequate but to her you’ve just demonstrated that with you she can explore fantasies and make dreams come true. You’re the man. Be honest about how her breaking a rule you had set together made you feel though. Don’t be afraid to stand up for your boundaries. Good luck!

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 12, 2022 at 9:52 PM

If you play with fire

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 16, 2022 at 4:27 AM

It is just sex with most men. find a way fir you to both fore fill your sexual needs.if she loves you she still will. I’m sure some of this is because you both went into this together.she also thinks this drives you watching her.some of her letting go is for you.she thinks it’s what you want. and it should be now man up.she seems to be a very sexual woman. that’s hard to come by.the other way to look at is is let go mentally and enjoy it for the true great sexual experience.if your feeling less of a man.try being there fluffier or clean up man for them both. it will be exciting.keeping you close to the action. I will warn you once you touch another man in front of her there’s no turning back. cock is very addictive. You my become a great lover too and find yourself showing off.

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