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When I Was A Kid
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Straight Male / 69
Long Forgotten Time
I'm a textbook ordinary guy. Happily mwm for many years and love my wife more every day. Three grown kids and a handful of great grands. Comfortably retired and still horny enough to read this site and have an occasional stroke off.
Anyway, yesterday something that I had forgotten long ago came back to me from my youth.
Can't say what triggered the memory, but that's the way it goes with these things, isn't it?
So, this happened when I was maybe 18, definitely not even 20 yet.
I had fixed up a cheap old beater of a car that I'd bought from a guy going off to see the world in the Navy. Had a casual gf I met through a buddy. I had taken this girl out for a milkshake or something and a little petting in the car, then took her home before her curfew.
Was heading home to my parent's house when I stopped to pick up two young guys who were hitchhiking. Maybe they were 15 or 16? A little younger than me anyway, but not much.
So we're riding along, the two of them in the back seat and having some friendly banter about whatever, maybe the Yankees but I have no idea really.
The fact is that thanks to raging hormones and some not quite satisfying play with my gf, I was very horny and had the thought that it might be very hot to stop on the road somewhere and suck off these two young fellows.
I had absolutely zero sex with guys at that point. Not even just mutual masturbation or anything. But here I had this craving to see what it was like to suck a guy's dick and make him cum.
Just recalled that maybe a week or so earlier I was also on my way home and it was me who was hitchhiking and was picked up by a young guy around my age.
He came on to me while we were driving and put his hand on my thigh and offered a blowjob.
I was young and had heard lots of bad stories about gays who were called faggots or fairies back then, and made the guy pull over so I could get out after threatening to punch him out.
So this cocksucking business may have been on my mind because of that.
Anyway, sorry to disappoint because in the end nothing really happened.
I was about to ask the boys if they'd like to try something and let me make them feel really good, but then I had second thoughts. They seemed to be really nice guys and actually just boys and I couldn't bring myself to ask to suck them off.
I just took them as far as I was going and let them out.
After a lifetime's past, I still wonder what it would've been like to suck on those little dicks and maybe have made them cum in my mouth.
Today when I jerk off I sometimes imagine sucking off either a young fellow or sometimes an older chubby guy.
Still haven't acted out and with the covid scare I avoid most people and crowds and doubt I'll ever do it.
Wonder what folks have to say and welcome comments.
Anyway, yesterday something that I had forgotten long ago came back to me from my youth.
Can't say what triggered the memory, but that's the way it goes with these things, isn't it?
So, this happened when I was maybe 18, definitely not even 20 yet.
I had fixed up a cheap old beater of a car that I'd bought from a guy going off to see the world in the Navy. Had a casual gf I met through a buddy. I had taken this girl out for a milkshake or something and a little petting in the car, then took her home before her curfew.
Was heading home to my parent's house when I stopped to pick up two young guys who were hitchhiking. Maybe they were 15 or 16? A little younger than me anyway, but not much.
So we're riding along, the two of them in the back seat and having some friendly banter about whatever, maybe the Yankees but I have no idea really.
The fact is that thanks to raging hormones and some not quite satisfying play with my gf, I was very horny and had the thought that it might be very hot to stop on the road somewhere and suck off these two young fellows.
I had absolutely zero sex with guys at that point. Not even just mutual masturbation or anything. But here I had this craving to see what it was like to suck a guy's dick and make him cum.
Just recalled that maybe a week or so earlier I was also on my way home and it was me who was hitchhiking and was picked up by a young guy around my age.
He came on to me while we were driving and put his hand on my thigh and offered a blowjob.
I was young and had heard lots of bad stories about gays who were called faggots or fairies back then, and made the guy pull over so I could get out after threatening to punch him out.
So this cocksucking business may have been on my mind because of that.
Anyway, sorry to disappoint because in the end nothing really happened.
I was about to ask the boys if they'd like to try something and let me make them feel really good, but then I had second thoughts. They seemed to be really nice guys and actually just boys and I couldn't bring myself to ask to suck them off.
I just took them as far as I was going and let them out.
After a lifetime's past, I still wonder what it would've been like to suck on those little dicks and maybe have made them cum in my mouth.
Today when I jerk off I sometimes imagine sucking off either a young fellow or sometimes an older chubby guy.
Still haven't acted out and with the covid scare I avoid most people and crowds and doubt I'll ever do it.
Wonder what folks have to say and welcome comments.
