I finally found a guy who is PERFECT for me in bed. Ive nev er found a guy who could treat me the way I want to be treated, most guys are too scared to take it as far as I want to take it. I love edgeplay. He smacks me around, chokes me, throws me down, hand cuffs me, cuts me with a knife and makes me bleed, shoves his cock in my mouth, leaves me with bruises, fucks me in my ass, calls me his little slut, and fucks me so hard. I love every second of it. I call him daddy and I do everything he tells me to do. But hes leaving to go overseas for a long time. And he never even called me back to say goodbye. I guess he doesn't want to be my daddy anymore... :( Im never gonna find someone that good again. I still have scars. :)

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 6, 2009 at 8:03 PM

Ya just gotta look
I'm sure he's not the only one
My boyfriends like that too, so he's not the only one..

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by Anonymous on Nov 7, 2009 at 6:33 AM

going over seas? please tell me he's not in the armed forces?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 7, 2009 at 4:22 PM

What's wrong with the armed forces???
My man is in the navy

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 8, 2009 at 2:27 AM

yeah but being a sadistic fuck and joining the armed forces only spells out trouble.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 8, 2009 at 11:25 AM

I wonder what happens in the head of those like you who like this. My mom was killed in a double murder suicide by the wife of the guy she was cheating on my dad with.

My dad did not deal with it very well. Instead, he took it out on me starting when I was 11. He raped me several times a week. It was rape at first. After a while, I just got into it. I was not even a teenager and I started cumming when he fucked me. I got to cumming especially hard if he choked me.

It seemed like the more I was degraded the better sex was. My dad was arrested for dealing crack and sent to prison I went to foster homes.

Sex is supposed to be violent and rough, that is what my father taught me. Like you, I can't find anyone violent enough.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 8, 2009 at 2:18 PM

I am sorry that happened to you, nothing like that has ever happened to me to make me like sex the way I do. I just enjoy edgeplay. Lots of people do. As long as it is consensual there is nothing dangerous or degrading about it. Im not like that in life or in the real world, I just love to be FUCKED in the bedroom. And yes, we are both in the military as a matter of fact. And damn good at our jobs. Bedroom life does not effect who you are to the outside world. But I plan on keeping in touch with him while hes gone and Im hoping for a relationship in the future. But I dont know what to do in the meantime, I dont want to go around fucking a bunch of guys or anything. And since this is the only guy Ive found like this so far Im guessing they are few and far between. So Im at an impasse... lame.

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by Anonymous on Nov 9, 2009 at 10:30 PM

sex cant be everything in a relationship.
hell it isnt even 40 %
dig deeper and ask yourself if you could spend a month with him with out being fucked like a little slut.
if you cant, hes not worth your time.
dont have sex with someone your not in love with

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by Anonymous on Nov 10, 2009 at 2:15 PM

well first of all I dont believe in love. But anyway, we do have a lot in common and we get along great. And since hes gonna be gone for 6 months and were gonna stay in touch we will see if we can make it without sex. lol. The point of my post was that Ive been in lots of relationships with guys that were ok, and that I liked and we got along great. But this is the first guy who not only had all of those things but also the sex thing. Just a side note, we have started talking again. So maybe he does still wanna be my daddy. :) yay for me.

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by Anonymous on Dec 21, 2010 at 3:45 PM

if he doesn't, I certainly will.. I love it all and then some. I just might try pushing you to a few boundaries and a little bit beyond. And for the record, we're in the same line of work.

nolimitsowner at yahoo dot com

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