Gay Male / 20
CONFUSED
so, i am a 20 year old bottom gay. but from the place i am from here coming out or being gay is really tough n in society its like impossible. thats why i cant come out about it n be free. thats also why no ones knows about me being gay.
For sometime now i have tried talking to people online(mostly gay dating apps), those time i was really happy about it. whenever they want to meet me after a good chemistry between us i always backed out. i really cant decide should i go or not.i somewhat gets confused or scared about it.
Sometimes i just think fuck it n go out meet them n maybe suck some cock for good. But even so i cant do it.
by the way am a college student n there too no ones knows about me being gay. i would love some advice, how to let some people know about me being a gay bottom. also its important that i dont make it obvious. i would love to attract some people. YEAH thats all i have to say in this confession. thank you for reading it.
For sometime now i have tried talking to people online(mostly gay dating apps), those time i was really happy about it. whenever they want to meet me after a good chemistry between us i always backed out. i really cant decide should i go or not.i somewhat gets confused or scared about it.
Sometimes i just think fuck it n go out meet them n maybe suck some cock for good. But even so i cant do it.
by the way am a college student n there too no ones knows about me being gay. i would love some advice, how to let some people know about me being a gay bottom. also its important that i dont make it obvious. i would love to attract some people. YEAH thats all i have to say in this confession. thank you for reading it.
