CHeating HEart

I am married, and love my wife unconditionally, and will never leave her for anyone else. she makes my happy in all the ways that a man can want. She is an amazing woman and an even more amazing wife, with a stunning personality and body, we laugh together, we cry together, we celebrate together, we do everything together. Yet I find myself cheating. not because of lack of intimacy from my wife. I think its the excitement of having something that you know your not supposed to. I don't sleep with the same woman twice and they all know that I am married. Don't get me wrong, my wife is amazing and I hate what I do, I just cant seem to help my self, finding myself in these situations. I never treat my wife any different after sleeping with another woman, I always treat my wife with respect. I am a good father and a good husband, I give her everything and anything that her heart desires, I dont want to build a future with anyone else but my wife. She is the one I love and adore and that holds my heart. NO body will come close to her.