...but I'm actually a little upset that I'm not pregnant. Ive been having casual sex with this guy, but we both moved away and were going to keep in touch but its not that serious. We weren't super safe with the birth control thing and at first I was like, shit, what if I'm pregnant!?! But I started my period today and I'm actually disappointed. Isn't that weird?? I guess maybe I like this guy more then I want to. Or my biological clock is just going off. lol. I know its horrible of me but I almost wanna tell him I'm late and then a few days later tell him I started. Just to see what his reaction is while he thinks I might be pregnant. I would never do that. Its way messed up to do that to a guy. I don't know why I'm having these thoughts, Ive never been like this before, I'm usually pretty sane for a female. lol.