My Gay Friend Heather

Heather is 30 now and has been my friend since grade school. I was one of the first people that she came out to before her parents even knew she was gay. it made no difference to me and we remain best friends even today. What did change about 3 years ago is the way our relationship became intimate to a certain extent. At that time she had a bad brake up with her partner and around the same time my girlfriend and I broke up. I began seeing Heather more often and she visited my apartment more often. On weekends she stayed overnight since we do drink and often smoke some weed. As a couple months went by we were more lax at how we were dressed in front of each other and although she had no interest in my body the same wasn't true for me. She was well aware of this and jokingly would tease me by going around in one of my T-shirts obviously without underwear. The more she had to drink the more she would expose herself. Finally one night with the two of us pretty drunk we stripped naked for each other. It was actually comical since nothing went on and we only looked at each other. I knew there was no way she wanted sex with me. She has small but firm breasts, a perfect ass with an all around beautiful body. Joking with her the one night I said she should shave her bush to make it more attractive. I told her I' could do it for her and to my surprise she was just drunk enough to say yes. She just laid there and let me shave off all her pubic hair as I had a raging hard on. I don't know what I said but told her I had to jerk off. She only laughed and said she would watch me. As soon as I ejaculated she called me a pig,, laughed and went back to my living room.

It was two weeks later when I again shaved her and wiped her off with a wet cloth and towel. She had one of my T-shirts on and it was wet on the bottom so I lifted it to take it off with no resistance. She just stayed there naked and with out any thought or intention kind of started rubbing her legs.. When she didn't say anything or object I began rubbing inside her thighs into her crotch. She had her eyes closed and instinctively began stroking her vagina , just by the way she moved and opened her legs told me she was enjoying it. By then I just took the liberty of fondly her breasts and began penetrating her with my fingers. I knew she was aroused and could feel her getting wet and couldn't believe how quickly she started to orgasm, having several. Her eyes were closed the entire time and when she finally sat up she was almost in tears telling me she can't believe she let me do that. I told her i was sorry I took advantage of her but we ended up blaming ourselves. The next few days we talked about it over and over again both together and over the phone. It got to where we apologized to each other but also admitted how we both enjoyed it. There is no doubt in my mind that Heather is totally gay but admitted she was stimulated and turned on when I satisfied her. I was afraid this would destroy our close friendship but instead it has enhanced it. We both are in relationships again but 2 or 3 times a month she stays overnight at my apartment..

Over the last couple years its developed into a friends with benefits type of relationship.. We never cuddle, make out or have intercourse but we do sexually satisfy each other. She still likes and allows me to shave her pubes, fondle her breasts and penetrate her vaginally. Now I often use a vibrator, dildo and over time now penetrate her anally. She always keeps her eyes closed but has no limit of orgasms.. In compensation she always jerks me off knowing full well she doesn't enjoy doing it. She does allow me to view her body knowing how I get so aroused. Heather has told me at times that she lets me see her naked because she knows how happy it makes me and would not let any other guy see her like that. She does have 2 rules, no fucking and no oral sex. The sight of her naked body alone turns me on and the way she lets me arrange her body so exposed it almost drives me crazy. We see each others girlfriends regularly and are out often together. Of course they know not about our private get together's. Heather and I are still best of friends aside from the intimacy we have together. She admits to me that when I am pleasuring her she always is thinking of a lesbian sex act telling me that's why she never opens her eyes. The things I do and the way I touch her body are extremely intimate. I spend a lot of time enjoying the view and especially enjoy seeing and hearing her orgasm. All she actually does is give me a hand job but I am perfectly content with the way things are right now. I do love Heather and would do anything for her but know this is the extent of our forbidden intimacy. She will always be my best friend.