Friend On My Mind

Over the weekend my best friend Erica came over to hang out at our pool. We had some edibles and margaritas. The hubbys were playing golf and kids were gone to my moms house. it was just the 2 of us. We were laughing and having so much fun. We were laying out in our bikinis and a drone flew up over the house and hoverd above us. Erica, who's a crazy goof ball, flashed her tits at it and flipped it the bird. The drone flew away right after that and we got back to sunbathing.

About a halfhour later the drone came back, just hovering over us. I told her that I think it belongs to a nerdy guy who lives down the street. I've seen him playing with drones in his front yard. Erica was pretty drunk by this point and said we should give him a show. Erica took off her top and started doing stripteases. I was just sitting there watching, kinda stunned that she'd be so bold. She then came over to me, laughing and started kissing me on the neck and cheek. I kinda froze there, tried to laugh, not really sure what to do.. She was laughing the whole time and waving at the drone, and then she leaned over and grabbed my boobs, started rubbing them. (I still had my swimsuit on.) I jumped up, grabbed a towel and ran inside.

Erica stayed outside for a bit still acting out for drone. she then came in to find me, still laughing. I was in the kitchen cleaning up and she came up from behind me, still naked, and pushed her tits up against my back, was rubbing my buns and leaned in and started licking and kissing my neck, talking dirty, joking around, talking in a deep voice saying she wanted to fyck me and make a porno, but laughing the whole time. She reached around and tried to put her hand down my bikini bottom, but I pushed her hand away, and she stopped.

I laughed it off, quickly changed the subject and went to the garage to put away the trash and get some things out of the freezer for dinner. I then left to take a shower. When I got out, she was dressed and napping on the couch. A little later our husbands got back, and we all ate. Erica and B left after dinner. To my relief she didn't say anything about it during dinner and didn't seem even to remember it. She's always doing crazy stuff and saying things so its not unusual for her.

The problem is I can't stop thinkingabout it. When she was kissing me and pressing up against me in the kitchen, I got really turned on and am wondering if she'd really have had lesbian sex with me if I'd let it go on. I've always thought she's really pretty but I've known her for over 15 year and never really thought of her or another woman in that way. Just writing this is making me horny and I'm wondering if I'm bi. I am thinking about what it would be like to kiss Erica and feel her body. I don't think I am a lesbian but it has me wondering. Maybe by confessing this i can get it out of my mind.