Lockdown With My Brother

My brother and I are in our teens, and due to our parent's divorce when we were young have been very close. During the lockdown, we spent hours talking, playing online games and generally messing about. Mum is a front-line worker, so was out of the house. I’m ashamed to say but we started to mess about with each other sexually. It started with wrestling and tickling each other, and then my brother asked if he could see my pussy as he’d never seen one in real life. I told him no and that he’s seen mine when we were bathed together. He went very sullen and said he was desperate just to see a real one. I let him see and touch my pussy, and this started our sexual relationship. It quickly evolved into touching each other to orgasm and then oral. Eventually, one hot summer’s day in 2020, we were naked and messing around with each in bed and whilst he was rubbing her cock between my pussy it went in! I was a virgin, and it hurt a little, but I let him have sex with me; he then wanted sex every day. As soon as mum left for work, he would have sex with me, he didn’t come inside me at first but then did. I enjoyed it at the time but was always guilty afterwards. Thankfully, I didn’t get pregnant, and after Lockdown, we stopped all sexual activity. My confession is partly that I had sex with my brother, but also what happened last weekend. I’ve now got a lovely boyfriend who I think the world of and think I love. My brother came into my bedroom during the night on Sunday morning, and I let him have sex with me again; he didn’t force me, and I enjoyed it, but now I feel so ashamed and guilty. I can’t tell anybody, especially my mum or boyfriend!! I’m so confused and guilty. I think I enjoy it so much with my brother as it's so wrong and taboo; however, then the shame hits me, and I can’t breathe. I never want it to happen again, but I also want to happen every night too. I had sex with my boyfriend last night but started thinking of my brother and imagining it was his cock in me, and I came out of my brains. I don’t know what to do??

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NjSingapore

by NjSingapore on Aug 2, 2022 at 4:40 PM

Jus continue having sex with ur brother, if I had a sis who does this, I would have sex with her everyday too and maybe threesome with her bf too

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 2, 2022 at 4:45 PM

Lust clouds the mind to where you only want one thing until its satisfied. If you really dont want to do it with him, just buy a big dildo or Womanizer toy (Google it). Get that orgasm over with then you can think clearly. If you still want to after youve cum a few times, then you will really know.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 2, 2022 at 4:51 PM

It’s more common than everyone thinks. Stop worrying about it your both human. Society has made it taboo because if you get with child the child could have medical problems. Just don’t get pregnant. My first cousin and I had sex from age 14 to age 22 no big deal.

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James_B

by James_B on Aug 2, 2022 at 5:33 PM

I don't know if you'll see this, but I'd like to add my two cents here, the nature of the relationship is usually what makes it so thrilling, but as you've quite literally grown-up with him and shared so much it's not unusual to feel some deeper feelings if you start a relationship like this, juts be conscious that there's no way you can actually have anything else than hidden sex as you'd become parias if known, but what you do with your body in the privacy of your home is your own business and no one can tell you what actually feels good ans what shouldn't

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 3, 2022 at 1:20 AM

Get a good vibrator and get yourself off with it whilst thinking about your brother. You can also continue to imagine that it's your brother when having sex with your boyfriend. Better to keep your brother's cock out of your pussy.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 4, 2022 at 6:16 PM

There are several things I would like to bring up. First, I have experienced the same thing as you are. Main reason why you feel ashamed is not because of the sex you two are having. It is the fear of what other people think about you two if they find out. You two are not doing anything "wrong". Other people think that it is wrong.

You two are not hurting anyone else. Well, you are, because you're cheating, but that's because you're cheating!

Next thing is the cheating. You are doing wrong there. But the question is this. Do you want to be with your brother, or do you want to be with your boyfriend. And no, the question is not "Should" you be with your boyfriend!

There's a clear difference between should you, or do you want to?

If you feel that you should be with your boyfriend, then you're not living your own life and you're answering to those fears I mentioned earlier. That's wrong too, because then you're not honest to yourself, or neither of they guys!

One last thing is that your mind won't be at ease if you try to use a toy. Life doesn't work like that. What you're experiencing with your brother is not just sexual. You are not relieving sexual frustration! If you would relieve only your sexual frustration, you wouldn't be here asking for help, because your heart would belong to your boyfriend and not to your brother!

If you want help, you have to decide, do you want to have your brother for the rest of your life, to love him as your lover and to have him as the one you feel connected to, or do you want your boyfriend. The conflict is the fact that you can't have them both.

I do know your answer, and you too know the answer. My only advice for you is this. Do not be afraid and suffocate yourself!

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