Huge Load

Friend comes over last night and we have sex. There was something different. I could not tell if he was high or drunk. But there was something different about him. I didn’t say anything just sucked him and I could tell by his face expression that he was loving it. Then we continued to have sex. He likes it when I’m on my back and he can fuck me that way. He feels good and was hitting my prostate and it was feeling amazing. I was moaning laud. To the point he asked if he was “hitting my spot” which he was…. He wanted me on the edge of bed and was fucking me way but my body was naturally pushing his cock out of my ass and it was getting weird because he has semi hard, so I flipped around with my ass in the air at the edge of the bed and he took to fucking me deep and became super hard and I could feel it. After a while of fucking me that way I moved forward on the bed so he can also be on the bed. Legs close together on my knees ass out pillow on my stomach for support, this position exposed the ass to a deep ass breeding and holy Jesus did he fuck me hard, he pounded me so good… take a hit of your poppers he said and I did and so did he after. Before I knew it he was grunting and blowing his huge load into me. I asked him some question to see what was going on and he seemed to be fine not high or drunk just super horny sense he hasn’t released a load for 3 days… I was like hmmm, ok. This morning I woke up and a HUGE Load of cum came out of my body.

One thing that’s throwing me off is that men who I sleep with all of the sudden want kisses and affection, he asked for a kiss as I dropped him off at his place. I’m so disappointed and disgusted with gay men’s attitudes that I only see them as sex and nothing else, “thanks for the sex, get the Fuck out of my house” has been my attitude lately. I don’t care for the gay drama or lifestyle, nor do I expect affection or love with a man. But they seem to love me, and want to show me they do. It’s fucking with my head. All I want is a good dick down balls deep and be left alone. Lol