I Wish I Could Do It Again

After I graduated I didn't go to college but instead started working and eventually moved to a city about an hour from home. After about 6 months I didn't really have much in the way of a social life, didn't really know anyone around the area, so eventually I started hanging out at this coffee shop a couple times a week. Most of the conversations were small talk and they'd have live music in on various nights. Eventually I started talking to a middle aged man, probably late 40s or early 50s. He'd been in there a few times but I'd never really chatted with him until one day I was sitting nearby where he was and we struck up a conversation. It took a couple weeks of regularly talking but I learned a lot about him, like that he lived nearby and that he was gay. He said he was mostly a bottom, but he didn't like the straight up type of sex, but preferred to fool around and edge with a partner and when you needed to shoot, you shoot. Sitting in the back of the shop, the music was loud enough you couldn't hear the people at the next table. I told him it'd been a while for me, but I was straight, otherwise that sounds amazing. With a slight smile he said to me, "Who will know if you don't tell them?" I hesitated, unsure, and he suggested we go to his place, he gives me head, then we go from there.

So we went to his place. We could have walked but I needed to move my car so 2 minutes later we were there. His apartment was huge, with a wide open, almost loft-like living room. Seriously, there was a lot of room, but he still had a kitchen, bedroom, and bathroom as separate rooms. I couldn't imagine that rent then let alone now. He told me to take off my pants and sit on the couch so I did and he got between my knees. He turned some straight porn on his huge TV in front of me. That caught me off guard, but he had said he enjoys all of it. I was still wearing my boxers so he pulled me out and after a couple of slow long sucks I hardened in his mouth. I didn't have any basis of comparison here but his mouth felt amazing on me and I couldn't believe how hard I was. I was practically throbbing. And between the porn and his mouth it didn't take long for me to explode in his mouth. He swallowed it all.

He put me back in my boxers and stood up. I could see the bulge in his pants. He sat next to me. "Feel good?" "Definitely yes." He stood up again, took off his pants and shirt and stood there in his tighty whities. "If you want to feel so good your balls hurt the next day..." and he walked into his bedroom. I followed, not sure what to expect.

We got in bed and quickly got naked. I was already starting to rise again and I could see he was getting there. too. He was pretty girthy, but average in length. Since it was winter we were under the blankets but he had us face each other and got really close to me. I told him I'm not into kissing guys, but he laughed and reached down and started handling my cock. "Do the same to me," he said. I did, and felt him grow in my hands. I looked at it and commented that he had a large dick. He told me to wait until I see the load he releases. I could still hear the porn in the other room and he was so close as we stroked each other that I could feel his cock rubbing against mine and it didn't take long until he moaned loudly and I could feel the thick, hot rush of his cum erupt from his cock, shooting onto me. He kept stroking me, using his cum as a lube. I'd be lying if I said it didn't feel amazing. I rolled onto my back as he kind of straddled me jerking me off with his cum and it didn't take long until I shot forth again, most of it on me but more than a little on him and his cock. "I love doing this" he said. I laid there, knowing I was smiling from how hard I just came. I don't know if it was that I was keeping it a secret so no one knew about it besides us, but pleasure-wise I was having a great time. Throughout the night we did a few other things and had a couple other "sessions" but I'm running out of time right now to share this, and I don't know if anyone really cares to read this stuff, I just wanted to share it.

It's been a decade now since that stopped and it's only been women for me since but deep down I would love one more night like this. I doubt it'll ever happen, though.