Who Needs Girls?

When I was a few years younger I stumbled on some porn where a dude was sucking his own dick. Of course I tried to do it. At first I could get close but wished my dick was just a couple inches longer damn it! But I didn't give up. I began doing more flexibility exercises and stretches. I got to where I could finally get one foot behind my head. I could get the head of my dick in my mouth. I couldn't really bob up and down on it but I could lick and suck while I stroked it. I loved shooting cum into my mouth. I love the taste of my cum. I kept up with the flexibility training and got to where I can get both feet behind my head and can get myself off just using my mouth now. I love it. My dick grew about and inch or so longer over the years so I can suck on about 2-3 inches of it. I've learned how to move just the right ways and I can get myself to cum in just a few minutes in the morning. I suck myself off two maybe three times a day on average.

I could have a girlfriend if I wanted. There's actually a girl I like who likes me and we hang out sometimes and play video games. But I think she's waiting for me to make the first move. IDK if I want to though. I like her a lot but I think if we go steady that things will change. And I don't need a girl for sex. Yeah your all will probably say I'm a virgin loser. But if you could suck yourself off wouldn't you? I think maybe one day I'll grow out of this and want a girlfriend but for now, why would I? What if I make a move on her and she rejects me? Then I lose a cool gaming friend?

I'm sure there will be some replies knocking me and calling me names. I don't care. I like sucking myself off and it's harming no one. But I guess I do feel a bit like I will have to move on from this one day.

What do you think a girl would say if she caught me doing it?