I Was A Gang Girl Who Got A Break When I Was 18

I grew up on the other side of town. We had gangs in our high school and you had to belong to one of them. As incoming freshman we were sorted out, first the pretty girls were taken, then the next level until they got to us. Somebody had to own us so we were put in a room and this guy or that guy came in and after checking us out he took us with him. After he fucked you you belonged to him. Every girl got fucked, whether you were a lesbian or just fat. You got dick, and many girls got dick in their ass. Eventually every girl got fucked in the ass because no one fucked you on your period.

The guy that decided to take me made me suck his dick in the room in front of everyone. He fucked me over the railing facing the parking lot of the apartment complex. I was pretty hyped up and I didn't feel it when he fucked me and it was over pretty quick. But I belonged to him. He was your man and his rank in the gang was your rank in the gang. My man was a soldier.

Many girls, especially the pretty ones, got pregnant in the 8th grade. Most of the rest of us got pregnant in the 9th grade. The school had a day care and we dropped of our kids when we got to school and picked them up when we went home. Many girls had more than one kid. I had another kid in the 10th grade. The teachers and counselors worked very hard to keep us in school. The girls that had to work usually dropped out early. I didn't graduate but I got a GED.

My man was killed in a car accident before I was 18 so I was a free woman and one of the leaders of the gang lost his woman to a street gang guy so he took me until he found a better one. Once you were out of school the guys had to become part of the street gang and many of them lost their woman to older guys. After I dropped out of school an aunt on my mother's side offered to take me in with my kids. That's why I left and went to Sacramento for five years. I got my GED and I took classes to become an LVN and I worked at the hospital.

I met a PA who was finishing his residency and he wanted me to marry him. I moved with him back to his home state and we had a kid of our own. For a long time I thought about the kids I grew up with but they disappeared and I had disappeared and it's another generation of high school kids recruited by the gangs. I live in a state far away from those gangs and my kids are more worried about being accepted on the team. My two kids' father disappeared and after not being able to locate him the judge gave my husband permission to adopt them.

I'm not white but I look white, with just a little tan. The rumor was that my father was a white man but my mother never told me that. She died two years ago, not COVID, she died of cancer so I will never know who my father was, or is.

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