I've Always Loved Cocks

I'm an outwardly straight appearing guy living a very normal and straight life. Married and all that. I've shagged lots of women on the side on business trips overseas over the years. However, I have a very gay streak in me as well. I've known since I was a young teenager that I was turned on by cocks and being a sissy homo in general. Because of the stigma and the ramifications of being outed, I never acted on the gay urges but had a few close calls in adult video arcades.

It was around 1992 when I sucked my first cock. By this time, I couldn't stand it anymore and wanted my first cock. These were days before the internet. In my hotel one night, a bit drunk, I grabbed the yellow pages and called a male escort service. This guy came to my room. I was pretty horned up by the time he showed having been jerking off to lesbian porn. We chatted for a minute then he pulled off his clothes and laid on the bed. I pulled my underware off stroking my hard cock and lustily gazing at his cock knowing I was about suck my first cock.

I starting sucking his beautiful cock like I had been sucking cocks all my life. It all came natural to me. What a turn on finally being the little homo I knew I was sucking a cock. I had always fantisized about rubbing my cock on another cock. After sucking him, I climbed up and started humping his cock with my cock. It didn't take long before I shot my wad on his cock. I went down and licked my own jizz off his cock. He dressed and left and I jerked off a bit later still hot after my first gay experience.

Fast forward 30 years later and I've quite a few gay experiences since. Ladyboys in Asia. Craigslist hookups. Some random cruising cocksucking. All soooo hot. All I can think about are cocks. When I jerkoff, it's always to cocks. I haven't had a cock since last September when a vista point off the freeway, this Asian guy and I made the knowing eye contact and we slipped off into the bushes and sucked each other off.

Yes, I'm a little closet sissy homo always on the lookout for some cock.

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