I Hate Having A Small Penis

I don't want to get a girlfriend or wife so she can cuckold me with bigger guys. I don't like small penis humiliation porn. I don't want to use toys or penis sleeves to pleasure her. Like I am a disabled person. I just want to be normal, but I can't. The only woman to show genuine sexual or romantic interest in me and doesn't seem to care (yes, people know, to make it even worse) is 16, which is legal in my state (Ohio) but it would still make me look like a fucking creep. I could cure cancer and singlehandedly win WW3 and I would still be seen as a less of a man because of something I can't control nor change. I am 29 and I've only had sex three times: pity-sex at the prom when I was 17, drunken hookup when I was 22 (that I hardly remember) and once with an escort on my 25th birthday (which costed me 1000 dollars). And I was never in a serious relationship. I've been turned down at least 20 times by all sorts of women: younger, older, white, black, Asian, tall, short, skinny, chubby, blind...