Dirty Old Man

I have been sucking my dad’s cock for last 10 years, and doesn’t look like it is going to stop anytime soon.
I am 34 years old, happily married woman with two young children 5 years old girl and 3 years old boy. All my life I have been fixated with oral sex, both giving and receiving.
When I was 21 and junior in college, my mother passed away at the age of 46 due to breast cancer. My dad was 47 back then and my brother 23 had finished college and went out of state for career opportunities. My dad was living by himself for about an year until I finished the college.
So that I can look after my dad, I moved back home after graduation and found a job nearby.
It was very interesting to notice my dad had acquired few new hobbies, drinking alcohol, going to casinos to gamble and most importantly watching porn DVDs.
In the beginning he tried to hide this from me, but I found him intoxicated few times and hear pornographic voices from his bedroom. I talked to my brother about this and he asked me to set him up with dating sites with a hope to meet ladies of his age group to get rid of loneliness. My dad and I set his profile up, he went on dates for next year or so but ended up loosing his dates, mostly due to his foul language and dirty talks.
When I confronted him about this behavior, he will break down and cry telling me how he misses my mother. That was so sweet that I would snuggle with him, hold his hand and console him. To keep him away from alcohol and gambling, I always made sure that I spent maximum amount of time with him. We both enjoyed each other’s company and there was nothing sexual about it.
However one thing he did not give up was his addiction to porn. He would watch them when I was not around and later started watching them when I was in home. One day I was cuddling and snuggling with him, and fell sleep on sofa, he started watching porn. He came next to me, and started rubbing his fingers on my cheeks and lips. I woke up and noticed what he is upto. Rather then turning DVD off, he kept on playing. I almost screamed, daddy what are you doing? He said he was watching blow job porn clip, looked at my sleeping face, found me cute sleeping and came to rub his fingers. I said but daddy you are my dad and you have hard on in your boxer. What he said next was unbelievable. He said so what? It is not that you haven’t seen a porn clip or given a blow job. And then he said something I was completely unaware of. He said he knows how much I love oral sex, sucking a dick and getting my pussy licked. I asked him how do you know all this? He said your mother told me all about it. I was dumb founded that my mother will tell him all those things I confided to her in private. Yes it is true during high school and college years, I resorted to oral sex as a way for release.
I have had several boyfriends and I sucked them all, and made them lick me till I had orgasms. I would have regular vaginal sex here and there but I refrained from it to avoid pregnancy.
My relationship with him changed forever that day. From that day onwards, he would openly put porn clips while I snuggled with him, he would rub his fingers on my lips while watching them and occasionally play with himself using other hand. He will not hesitate to talk dirty whenever he saw something. Even after the clip was over, he would share things he and mom did. He told me how his mom gave him blow jobs until she was ILL. How he was a breast man and how he enjoyed my mom’s breasts. It was difficult at first but I noticed how relaxed he was afterwards so I would just keep quiet and let him talk.
With passing of every day, he got bolder and bolder. He would start fondling my breasts. Initially I resisted, but more I resisted more he kept on grabbing. Finally I gave up, and let him fondle with my breasts. One day while he had me in his arms, one hand fondling my breasts, he used other hand to grab one of my hand and put it on his erect cock, and held my hand so I can’t take it off. I had electric current run through my body. I was holding a dick that made me! He made a gesture and I realized he wanted me to masterbate him. He closed his eyes, and enjoyed my hands. I couldn’t believe I was jerking off my own dad. After few minutes he came over my hand. After this incident, we did this pretty much every day. He would use my hands to masterbate him, he will cum on my hands, I will go clean and come back sit next to him. And one day, after he cum on my hands he tells me to stay and not go clean. I said daddy I have to clean my hands, he said, no you don’t. While, I was wondering about why not, he used his fingers, collected all his cum off my hands and ask me to open my mouth. I resisted and said no daddy I don’t want to. He said he knows I swallowed after giving blow jobs. I said but that is different as boyfriend will eject inside my mouth as I sucked them. Next thing he told me….Jess take this today, beginning tomorrow we will do just that. I knew this was bound to happen so I let him put his cum in my mouth and I tasted my dad’s cum for the first time. As expected, the following day, instead of asking me to jerk him off, he stood in front of me and asked me to suck him off.
What started back then continues even today. After getting married to my husband I no longer with him.
However we still live on same town, and I do visit my dad few times a week. On my most visits, I take care of dirty old man.