I Have Sexual Assault Fetish

I'm not special i know a lot of girls and women have this kind of fetish. I wanted to write another word but i think this site won't allow it.
I will sound misogynist and i know it's messed up. And sorry for poor English.

I don't know if my fetish is because of trauma or low self-esteem. Maybe. Almost all my sexual fantasies since i was really young include dominant boys or men forcing sex to a girl or a woman who end up enjoying it and realizing her true nature and purpose in life which is to please the desires of men.

I always believed women should obey men, wives should be submissive to their husbands. Not hysterical and annoying with opinions about everything.

Ironically i always was openly against sexual assault with a passion and i was afraid if it ever happens to me but deep down i was jealous because i believed girls and women who got sexually assaulted must be attractive and desirable while i am not because it never happened to me not even catcalling and i was wondering if something's wrong with me.
So i satisfy myself through my fantasies. When i'm very horny i even imagine ugly old men forcing me for sex and cum inside me.

I enjoy seeing submissive, quiet, good girls who want to please men.
In bdsm relationships i believe the woman must be the slave and servant.

But unfortunately it isn't so much socially acceptable for women to be quiet, obedient, patient and accepting to men. It isn't socially acceptable anymore for men to be dominant, strong and have demands from women and that's feminism fault.

I understand the existence of feminism decades or a centuries ago but now at least in western countries feminism is useless.
Yes i prefer the respect and sympathy of men than from hysterical feminists who are offended by everything.

It's okay to admit we are weaker than men in some things.
It's okay to be submissive to men. It's flattering when a man express his sexual desire for us.

I only imagine myself in a relationship with a dominant man. Who sees women like sexual objects and can easily put me in my place and tell me what to do.

However I keep these fantasies to myself mostly because even though i like it so much i don't know how It's like to be in a relationship with a dominant man but i know i am attracted to these kind of men.

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