Jen's Secret

I took a vacation day the Friday before Memorial Day. My wife Jen and I were going away and I some time to use. She had to work. Her name isn't really Jen. She's a red head who resembles Jen P but is much prettier and has a nicer body. Jen asked me to pack up and as I was going through a drawer in our closet looking for some shorts, I found a dildo. A big black anatomically correct one which was about 8 inches long, very thick with a thick head and huge balls. Over the years I had given Jen few dildoes, this wasn't one of them. This was hers alone. It wasn't in the package, it was hidden, it had a couple of long red hairs stuck to it.

So, it was clear my wife had been fucking herself with a big black dick. I dug around a bit and found the bottle of coconut oil we use as lube once in a while. We bought it a few years before at the suggestion of her friend. It makes a great lube. The bottle was also about a quarter full. It was more than half the last time I had used it on her. I found her stash of dildoes and vibrators I knew about, they looked like that hadn't been used in forever. Thinking back, I was surprised to realize we hadn't used them in years. Hadn't really had anything but occasional vanilla sex in years.

I kept digging, didn't find anything but checked her laptop. Didn't find anything at first but saw a word doc titled Jen's Christmas list which made me curious since it was July. I opened it up and it was no Christmas list. It was a list of ideas that turned out to be ideas for stories. Erotic stories.

At first simple ideas like:

"White wife sucks three black cocks"
"Husband wanted to watch"
"Her pussy was sore for days"
"She drank a stranger's cum"
"Blindfolded gang bang"
"He caught her sucking off the guys"
"Wife forced to suck off the whole crew"

Then scrolling down, I found the stories. Stories she wrote.

"White wife sucks three black cocks" was about a early 40s redhead wife sucking off three black men her husband owed money. Very detailed, lot's of cum and lots of the wife making herself cum.

"She drank a stranger's cum" was about the same redheaded wife sneaking off at the bar leaving her husband alone to suck off a black stranger who shot a huge load that she swallowed.

There were a bunch of these stories. Some were corny, some were a real turn on. Every story featured the same horny red head wife and some type of sex with black guys. This is obviously a turn on for her. Such a turn on the she went to the length of buying a huge black dildoes and fucking herself with it.

Some of her stories were written as confessions. Her alter ego character was sucking and fucking guys left and right. This is a confession site-some of what she wrote reads just like the things people post here. I was left wondering, are these confessions she put to paper real or fantasy? I mean, there's no way Jen has been off sucking off black men by the dozens like she wrote but maybe there is some truth in there. Maybe she did suck of a few of those guys. Maybe she did fuck two guys at once in a cheap hotel. Maybe she did sneak off to suck a guy off in his car. Then again maybe not.

Looking at her history, I found that she likes to watch interracial porn when I'm not around. A lot. And some lesbian stuff and bondage stuff. She watches a lot of gang bang videos.

It's almost Labor Day and I always know when she's fucked herself with her dildo. I take a picture of it and when it's moved, it's clear she used it. I also catch up on her stores and confessions regularly and I find them entertaining. I've started jerking off to them now and again.

I've gotten used to the idea of her occasionally having sex with other guys. It's a turn on. So's picturing her with her legs open and that dildo sliding in and out of her making her cum. I want to watch her in action one way or the other or preferably both. I don't really care to find out if she's been cheating unless she tells me. I don't want to catch her or accuse her. I want to reignite our own sex life and work towards her being with other guys of her choosing if she wants actually do it. I plan to slowly introduce more sex, regular porn, then slip in some interracial, tell her how much it turns me on, maybe buy her a big black dildo that we can play with together, That I can fuck her with, maybe get her to fuck herself with it. Maybe, and this is a big maybe, maybe get her to admit that she's interested in fucking a black man and maybe see if it's something she actually would do and then giving her the green light.

We're going away tonight. I plan to start with a lot of sex this weekend. Lots of pussy eating and making her cum and hopefully a lot of oral from her hoping to re light the fire.