Latina Girl Chased Down By An Old Man And Now Here I Am

What do you do once your stuck in a paternal parental relationship with an older man? I have two kids and my job skills are poor, sure I can work but I can't earn enough to support myself and two kids. I got involved because of work, everyone thought of him as my mentor, except he was chasing pussy and it was my pussy he wanted. I failed to resist and I became pregnant with number one and just to even the score he got me pregnant with number two.

There is no balance in this relationship. It's worse than being at home with my father, and he's a bit of an asshole too. Except I have to crawl in bed with this man and he pushes sex on me. I have had several 'talks' with him. He is OK with all that, but 'I do the fucking here, you take care of the kids'. He also has me at home because my kids are so young.

The truth is most of the time it is completely like a father daughter relationship, except strained because I'm not 12 and have my own mind. I've learned to cook, which is important because for him home cooked meals by the 'wife' is showing him respect and taking care of the home. I have a nanny now, with two little ones it is a big help and there is always the need for a cleaning service, the lawn maintenance men, the other services like aircon and plumbers and all that, which I deal with because I'm at home (but he supervises by phone).

I do not step out. Not going to happen. If he even thought I was stepping out, bye bye birdie, and I would be on the street. So I have to accept his kind of sex which is intense and not playful and it is all about control (his not mine) and he refuses to use any form of birth control (condoms, foams, getting his balls snipped). And anyway, if I told him, 'I'm pregnant' he will answer 'what took you so long'.

I don't even understand why at his age he wants children, he wants four and I'm just getting over my second baby and decided I will wait another year before I have the third. I need a rest. Sure the nanny helps, but believe me she doesn't nurse and she isn't here at night when I need her most.

So her I am, a healthy 26 year old, common law married to a 51 year old man.