Gay Fantasy

I have been with my partner for nearly 10 years and we do like to explore in the bedroom with toys and role play etc. A while ago she purchased a dildo to use on herself during sex to spice things up. One night I jokingly said that I would suck on it. Ever since that night I have not been able to stop using it. I often use it whilst she is away and suck on in whilst jerking off.

Since I have started doing that, I have thoughts about going to a local gay bar or sauna and doing something but I want to have a real gay experience and suck on a cock have my ass filled with a dick and a load of cum.