Straight Female / 21
He Left Me His Estate But I Treated Him Horribly
When I graduated high school I wanted to go to college but I didn't want all the debt. Since older guys were always after me anyway, I decided to sign up for one of those sugar daddy-sugar baby sites. The man I met was in his early fifties and already retired. He was single with no kids. He had a son once, but his son passed away.
He sat me up with a nice apartment and made sure I had plenty of cash. He also gave me several high limit credit cards. He said I could max them out every month if I wanted and never worry, they'd be paid off. All he asked was that I be available two days out of the week, day or night, no matter what days he called. Some days we only traveled or dined out. Other days we were intimate. I'm not proud of it but I tried to get pregnant. I got him to stop using condoms, but he figured out what I was trying to do. He didn't get mad. He only smiled and said, "It won't work, honey. I had a vasectomy years ago."
He never asked for more than two days a week. Sometimes not even that. He seemed to be a huge loner, but there was something strong about him too. He never had anyone over to his house that I knew of. He was the opposite of a people person, but he tried to make sure I enjoyed myself when we were together. We traveled to some beautiful places.
I liked him, but I started giving in to other guys sometimes if the guy was cute enough. He found out somehow and I thought for sure I really messed everything up. He only said that I was very young, that I was just being a brat, but that was ok because he liked brats. It seemed like the more like an entitled brat I acted, the better he liked it.
This went on for over a year until one week he called and cancelled a day that he'd already planned for us. He said he was going in for minor surgery. I told him he ought to put it off because of covid. He said not to worry. I found out later it wasn't minor. He had had heart trouble for years and he died on the operating table.
It turns out he had no living family. Except for some charities, he left me his entire estate. I didn't believe it at first, but it was true. He even had financial advisors ready to help me learn how to handle everything.
It's been a year, and I feel more grief now than when it happened. Sometimes I think he's watching over me. I wish I hadn't been so cruel to him, but he let me get away with it. He seemed to like it that I was demanding, bitching at him and irritable. I didn't understand him. I took as much advantage as I could, and would have taken more if I'd gotten pregnant.
Now, because of him, I'm in school with no worries about how to pay for it, but I'm still thinking about what to major in. I don't know what he got out of our relationship. He never told me he loved me, but he must have had some feelings for me. People will hate me to say it I know, but I did have feelings for him. He still doesn't make sense to me. If he didn't love me, what was he feeling?
He sat me up with a nice apartment and made sure I had plenty of cash. He also gave me several high limit credit cards. He said I could max them out every month if I wanted and never worry, they'd be paid off. All he asked was that I be available two days out of the week, day or night, no matter what days he called. Some days we only traveled or dined out. Other days we were intimate. I'm not proud of it but I tried to get pregnant. I got him to stop using condoms, but he figured out what I was trying to do. He didn't get mad. He only smiled and said, "It won't work, honey. I had a vasectomy years ago."
He never asked for more than two days a week. Sometimes not even that. He seemed to be a huge loner, but there was something strong about him too. He never had anyone over to his house that I knew of. He was the opposite of a people person, but he tried to make sure I enjoyed myself when we were together. We traveled to some beautiful places.
I liked him, but I started giving in to other guys sometimes if the guy was cute enough. He found out somehow and I thought for sure I really messed everything up. He only said that I was very young, that I was just being a brat, but that was ok because he liked brats. It seemed like the more like an entitled brat I acted, the better he liked it.
This went on for over a year until one week he called and cancelled a day that he'd already planned for us. He said he was going in for minor surgery. I told him he ought to put it off because of covid. He said not to worry. I found out later it wasn't minor. He had had heart trouble for years and he died on the operating table.
It turns out he had no living family. Except for some charities, he left me his entire estate. I didn't believe it at first, but it was true. He even had financial advisors ready to help me learn how to handle everything.
It's been a year, and I feel more grief now than when it happened. Sometimes I think he's watching over me. I wish I hadn't been so cruel to him, but he let me get away with it. He seemed to like it that I was demanding, bitching at him and irritable. I didn't understand him. I took as much advantage as I could, and would have taken more if I'd gotten pregnant.
Now, because of him, I'm in school with no worries about how to pay for it, but I'm still thinking about what to major in. I don't know what he got out of our relationship. He never told me he loved me, but he must have had some feelings for me. People will hate me to say it I know, but I did have feelings for him. He still doesn't make sense to me. If he didn't love me, what was he feeling?
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