Love It Then Hate Myself

I really enjoying masturbating to interracial porn. To sit watching that black cock fucking whilst I beat my white meat. I particularly like watching bf or hubby kissing their women either after sucking that dark dick or better still whilst she fucks. It seems so exciting wanking whilst he does all the work, watching our white women enjoying heightened sexual pleasure and I edge for hours. I know it's wrong but I like to see white girls bred by the black man, it seems so natural to me. Sometimes I dribble but mainly I refrain from cumming as a penance for my sick fetish. Afterwards I feel shame but I keep going back to it, watching, wanking, edging as yet another white woman gets intense pleasure from a BBC. If it were my girl would I sit wanking and watching as a BBC pumped a baby into her, truthfully YES I WOULD. Thank you for listening, I know it's sick but is anyone else addicted like me?