First Sex Was With Men

It was finished only about an hour ago. I let two older men take turns fucking me and being sucked by me. I got sucked off once and they both got it in my mouth and twice in my butt. It was the first sex I ever had. I always thought it would be with a girl, but these two just did it after getting high with them, and watching porn. I didn't think about it, it was all anal with "girl next door" types, then the girls shown the next video were transexuals. Then I was being sucked, then had one of their cocks put in my mouth. I just did it. Then I was getting fucked.
I don't know how I feel about it. I didn't like the cum in my mouth and the first time I really didn't like getting fucked. I can't say I liked it after, but I could take it easily. Two hours high with two older men, both married to women by the way, and now I've had sex. Just not the way I imagined.