I Have Secrets

My wife and I met about 10 years ago, got married after two years of dating and fucking. She's great, we have two kids, shes a total perv in the sack anything and everything is open and available. She confessed when we met on our third date that she had slept around a lot and that she'd been sexless for the previous 2 years. She is 4 years older than me. She felt bad about it and said that if I didn't want to continue with her she'd accept it. I didn't care, and said I wanted and liked a woman who has lots of experience to draw from in the bedroom. I was not intimidated by it. I then warned her that I wasn't the biggest guy in the cock department. I am slender in frame, short, and my cock is only 5 inches hard. She and I started out great, and kept going even better. She keeps bringing up her shame that she has had so many guys fuck her in her past. She was a gangbang slut from the beginning. Her first time having sex at a young age, was with 4 guys sharing her all afternoon. She'd been impregnated 3 times, two forced abortions by her mom, threats of arrests for the boy, till my wife had to admit it was boys, not a single boy. The third she miscarried.

What she doesn't know is that from age 17 till 20 I was a total gay boytoy for a man. He gave me my first sex, he even introduced me to an older woman who gave me my first pussy. But I was his, I was his girlfriend and he bought me womens clothes, make up, hairy styling, a car, I had anything I wanted. He shared me with many other men, and some women. By the time I turned 18 I'd been fucked and sucked 28 men. When my friend died and left me his estates, I had been done by 87 guys including him. I was the last two years his live in wife. I was dressed all the time, exotic lingerie for sex, I cooked, cleaned, did the laundry and dishes, and took care of whatever he wanted sexually. Though I was having, at his insistence, sex with other men, he only had sex with me.

She doesn't know that I was as much of a wife to a man as she is now, I was as much of a slut and whore as she was. I can't tell her though. I want to leave that part of my life behind, I don't want anyone knowing I was another mans wife and slut.

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by Anonymous on Sep 21, 2022 at 9:30 AM

Many of us have secrets glad you shared yours.It turned me on..

My wife has no idea that I had a gay wife period like yours.I am 50 now but for 2 years in my 20s I pleased a widower sexually,dressed like a wife.I also lived with him until one day his nosy female neighbor saw me dressed up and I panicked and left.

It began when I was 22.I had moved to a new city and was lonely.I had girlfriends before so was no virgin but now I was alone and horny as hell.I joined a chess club and met this widower who quickly befriended me.John was 65 tall handsome with short grey hair glasses and trim mustache.He was masculine in a quiet way.Our friendship deepened and I began spending my time outside of work with him.One evening at his home he confessed to me that my long wavy shoulder length hair was a turn on for him as well as ny slim boyish figure.That it reminded him of his wife in her younger days.I turned red with embarrassment as he kept talking.We were drinking wine and both his inhibitions and mine disappeared.He shyly suggested I put on one of his wife's dresses that he still kept.In fact he still had a closet filled with her things.There were bras,panties,girdles,stocking,blouses,ski rts,sweaters you name it.I was shaking as he watched me try on different items.His pants had a noticeable bulge in them while my cock was rock hard as I dressed.Finally I put on a black bra 36c on with matching panties.He asked me excitedly to put on lipstick eyeliner and makeup which was there as well.Growing up I had watched my sister put on makeup and she had put lipstick and makeup on me lots of times as a joke so I knew how.I applied all the make up and the transformation was stunning.I put on a tight blouse and skirt and modeled for John.I could see in his eyes he saw me now as a younger version of his wife.This triggered a wave of lust in me and I thought we may as well go all the way with this.I smiled at him and said " Let me please you John like you need to be pleased" He nodded and said" Yes darling". I had John lie down on his bed and undid his pants.I wanted to please him as his wife and help him relive his love with his wife.His hard cock popped up all 7 sexy inches of cut penis.I put my hand lovingly around it and took his cock into my mouth.I sucked him with devout attention marveling at how right his cock felt in my mouth.I sucked needing until John cried out and filled my mouth with his love juice.I swallowed it all happy I pleased him like his wife once did.He lay back saying how amazing this all felt.I told him I was so happy to please him.I had these intense thoughts of now feeling like his wife even potentially falling in love with him like I was his woman.He lit up a post sex cigarette for us and I took a deep drag wanting to go even further in this role play.I slept in his arms that night in one of his wife's negligees.I cooked him breakfast in the morning.

In the following weeks we got ever deeper into the husband wife relationship.We were now having intercourse and I received his cock inside of me with less and less pain replaced by deepening pleasure.I moved out of my apartment and moved into his house with him.I shaved my body,thinned my eyebrows and had my ears pierced for earrings.Behind closed doors I was his woman making love with him, necking,sucking his cock,cooking cleaning and doing his laundry.The age difference in some ways made it more exotic as I was his young loving wife to my old man.The sex was ever more deep and passionate as we fell in love.Hr lit my cigarettes in private and I found my mannerisms became more and more feminine naturally in private.Two years went by and we were happy.I guess the role had taken over me completely and my guard was down.The doorbell rang and I foolishly answered it dressed as the wife smoking a long cigarette.John had gone to a banking appointment leaving me alone.I opened the door to see Karen our gossipy full figured nosy middleaged neighbor.Her mouth gaped wide as I realized the secret is out.She laughed and said I suspected you two as a couple of fags now I know haha. I closed the door in horror.I knew I had to leave quickly before John got back otherwise my life was ruined.I felt deeply sad but there was no other way.I got a suitcase and before the day was out left the city.That was the end of that chapter of my life.

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