Out Of The Blue I Got Baby Fever

Being an asexual person the idea of sex is discomforting. It'd bad enough I have to deal with toileting and gyno exams. I started to get this idea in my mind about children. At first it was when I saw mothers with children, then pregnant mothers. It got worse, fantasizing about children at Christmas and Halloween. My friends said I had the fever, baby fever. And baby fever doesn't go away.

I mentioned this to my gyno doc, she didn't laugh with me. It's real, and it's not conciuos. Face it, your a woman whether you like it or not. And by the way, you can easily accommodate a baby, hell you can accommodate big dick Bubba, no problem. Thanks a lot, and yes I've never had sex.

Over the holidays I told my Mom, I want a baby 'girl', not a boy. Well she said, fifty fifty, she had a friend who had five boys in a row before she got a girl. Fifty fifty, if you try often enough. No way, no how, not going to do it. Plus I'm not married and no sex is a marriage deal killer.

But life kicks you in the ass. It wasn't big dick Bubba, it was my cousin Frank, he did me the favor. Timed, measured, one time, clinical, detached, get on, do it, get off. That's it. It wasn't like that, but close, plus he is my cousin. Mostly it took more than one time.

I did get a girl. My cousin is a full time her father. The only downside is his need for comfort between my legs. Practice may make perfect, but I could do without the practice. But he's my daughter's father. The things we do for our babies, I'm surprised that I accommodate him. And my gyno says that now that I'm sexually active I need to pay attention to a whole new platform of care.