Gold And Silver Retirement

I fought gay desires for many years and often gave into the desires having anonymous gay sex to satisfy the urges.Always went back to women even though I often needed to think of cock to climax.I got married,divorced then had numerous girlfriends some of them quite good looking.However something was always missing.I thought of myself as bisexual but realized deep down I was probably gay.

There seems to be a point in your life when the truth is so apparent you either accept it or not.That point for me happened last summer.I was watching some gay porn enjoying all the cocks on screen when I realized this arousal is who I am.I am gay and love cock.I was about to retire and I could start a new life in another city.

Retirement came and I bought a small house in a smaller city.After a few months I wondered how to meet gay men other than going online to the gay dating sites.Before I had figured it out it happened unexpectedly.I was having a cigarette with my coffee just outside of a local Tom Horton's.This tall white haired gent with glasses and white mustache asked me for a cigarette.Our eyes met and connected with that twinkling of gay desire I recognized from years of off and on gay cruising. Frank and I chatted and smoked our cigarettes.It was small talk with flirting references.Frank made his move and asked me out for dinner.I accepted and off we went in his car as I had walked to the coffee shop near where I lived.We had a nice steak dinner and a bit of wine.Back at his place we undressed quickly.We were soon naked rubbing our hard cut cocks together as we kissed passionately.In bed my tall slimmer body rubbed against his thicker frame as he got on top of me.We took turns sucking each other's cock then Frank got me on all fours and fucked me slow and deep.I let him cum inside of me then we relaxed and shared a cigarette.Frank later blew me to orgasm.I found out he was 70 and long divorced like me.In a similar way he had fought gay desires many years and now realized like me why fight them anymore.Now we gave sex regularly and nothing seems missing anymore.