Out Of The Country Alone For A While

I'm 32, married for the last 8 years, have 2 children 9 and 7 - yes, I know I was pregnant and had one child before my husband would marry me. Both are his. He is great, we both have super jobs. The opportunity arose because of my language skills to spend some longer terms in other countries. We talked about it, hired a nanny, and my husband I are fine with the arrangements. I get home for a long weekend every two weeks, and we've made arrangements for next summer when he and the kids come over and we take a family vacay.

My husbands sex drive is way under mine, but I brought up that if he felt he needed sex, he could but not fall in love, and not get anyone pregnant or catch anything. He seems fine with our long weekends every couple of weeks. I wasn't good with it, and didn't want to cheat on him, as he did NOT give me permission to fuck around while I was gone. In my past I've not been too much of a slut. At 17 I did let 8 guys take turns on me one night, and other than that I have had 4 boyfriends that I've had sex with, and that includes my now husband. He knows all about what I did, and I know about his background. I kissed one girl the night of my gangbang, so I sort of blocked all that out afterwards, as I was terrifically embarrassed and did indeed get a reputation as the school slut. She grabbed my boobs, sucked on one of them and rubbed my pussy I never did anything to her except that one kiss. I liked it quite frankly but never did anything else, as I really do like sex with men.

Not wanting to cheat and having a high sex drive, I decided I would go to the CD and lesbian, mostly lesbian, bar down the street. I dressed sexy and realized I no longer had anything sexy. So I went shopping. New undies, a way-to-short mini dress, strappy heels, and a pair of thigh high boots, all new sexy stockings. I went and I was bought drinks by 3 different women, I really hadn't gotten up the nerve to go further. Then the most beautiful woman ever walked up and told me she'd buy me a drink then we would dance, and if I behave I've be in bed with her within the hour. She looked like she was 18 but was 35, incredible shape on her, beautiful face, and as I was to find out she liked small breasts and liked beginners I and my little boobies qualified. She was feeling me up on the dancefloor, and holding me super tight during a slow number she reached up and pulled down my panties telling me to lose them. I stepped out of them in front of everyone, and holding my panties in my hand, in a tight embrace she reached under my mini and started rubbing me. I came on the dancefloor much to even more embarrassment. Before the number was done, she pulled up the front of my dress and pressed me further into her so my bare pussy was next to her. She reached behind me and was rubbing my buttcheeks till the number finished. She kept her hand on my butt as we we walked back to the table.

Soon I was having orgasms in her bed, then came the moment of truth, I had to kiss and lick and rub her. She knew I was a beginner and told me how much she liked initiating newbies. I loved kissing her, sucking on her boobs, raking my fingernails lightly across them and on the underside. I loved opening her legs, where her perfectly trimmed black haired pussy was waiting on me. The next morning I was told to make breakfast. Afterwhich we made love again, this time she was putting 4 fingers fully in me. Every time she touched me it was a jolt of electricity going through my body. Our love making turned me soft and mushy, I'm hers, I do whatever she wants to do to me, if I don't I get a spanking. Sometimes in semi public places where other women can see me getting disciplined.

She has shared me with other women, she can now get her whole hand and work it in and out of me, but she won't let me do the same for her. I get anal sex with her thickest strapon that hurts unbelievably. I keep my apartment for nights I work late, or if my husband should come to visit. But I live with her every night I can, I go to bars with her but am not allowed to wear underwear ever, not to work, out shopping, at the grocery no where. Only minis with no undies. If my tampon leaks, so be it.

I'm an out of town lesbian, a lesbian who is married to a man and has two kids at home.