Should Have Went Home.

After a late swim party at Kenny's house where I had too much Tequila and weed I told my friend to go home without me. I was then alone with Kenny, Aaron and Ian laying down on the sofa still in my bikini. The next thing I knew I was making out with Ian and knowing the other guys were right there I never objected when he began feeling me up. I became so aroused I don't remember them removing my bikini and having my legs spread wide open. I'm not sure which guy began giving me oral sex but at the same time my breasts were being fondled and kissed. I only recall how stimulated I was and willingly began sucking Ian's dick. From that point on I was not only fucked by all three but gave blow jobs to them as well. It seemed at the time that I was having continuous orgasms and so aroused I never thought of any consequences. Never did I ever do anything remotely close to this. This happened 3 weeks ago and now I'm afraid to face those guys and avoid places we all hang out at. Two of my female friends know about it but I don't know for sure how many people do know what went on. I am so embarrassed I'm afraid to confront anyone or say anything about it. I've had sex with a few guys but I am not a whore and can't believe I reacted the way I did that night. I am ashamed of myself but have no way to defend what I let happen. Every time I see someone I know I'm humiliated wondering if they have heard about it.