Now I Definitely Know

My first sex was exploring with my male cousin when we were 15. I tried to suck him but he didn't want that, he wanted to be fucked. So I fucked him. For almost two years we fucked anytime we could get together. I tried to take his cock in my ass but it just hurt too much. I offered to suck him off or jack him off instead he opted to jack himself while I fucked him. He really got into it and really bucked back at me, especially in missionary, but I usually fucked him with him on his belly and me on top. A few times we'd sneak down in the basement and he'd bend over and fucked him that way.

After two years I found a girlfriend, and another couple of months and I was fucking her. In a year I was fucking her asshole. The cousin and I never had sex again, though I did pop his sisters virgin pussy (yes she also, a cousin) and her mouth and her pooper too. I had a few girls, and got married pretty young, at 22. I recently had occasion to go see my male cousin again and stay a few days with him at his house. He's never married, I've heard of him having two girlfriends but it would always break up after 6 months or so.

Not knowing what to expect and it having been almost 20years gone by I didn't expect anything. The first night we were watching some movie and two guys started getting together. It wasn't porn but you saw butts and hips moving on the bed. He asked if I ever thought about what we used to do. I told him it was my first sex I remembered it vividly and liked it. He asked if I ever told anyone and I was too embarrassed to ever tell, so NO. He spread out his legs, and beneath the boxers I saw some pink. I told him to take off his boxers and he was left in his panties. We sucked (yes, he finally let me suck my first cock to explosion) and we fucked. I even let him fuck me, but it was lack luster at best, he really couldn't get into it, he preferred being face down, or bent over and being fucked. We fucked to three days straight staying naked almost all the time. I stayed for two more days. I asked him about the women in his life and he tried to go straight, but they'd always find him with a guy getting fucked or in his panties and full lingerie. He asked me about my wife, and asked me about his sister, and what that was like. I gave him full descriptions.

So I always thought of myself as straight, having done the first homosex and figuring that "didn't count". But now, I know I'm a total bisexual after visiting my cousin again and fucking his ass. I love ass fucking, no matter male or female.