When I Was In High School

When i was in grade 10 I had my first boyfriend. It was a typical teen relationship expect i had really low self esteem at the time. I don't know why, I just felt like he was more popular and hot hot and I was just average and didn't deserve him.

Eventually, things became sexual, and i'd give him head, and eventually he took my virginity. I really liked sex and he really liked sex and we fucked all the time since I was on the pill for my period. She parents where rarely home so we had a really great sex life and we both got good at getting the other off. One day during a fucking great orgasm I told him I loved him. It just slipped out in the passion.

What I am about to say now I have told no one before for. At the time I was ashamed of it but i have since made peace with it since i was just a horny kid. But my boyfriend starting bragging how good i was in bed to his older brother. Then he'd tease me I should show his brother. I don't know why i did it, but he asked me too, and I had low self esteem, thought I was in look, so i let his brother fuck me.

Eventually, they were tag teaming me frequently. And this went on for over a year. I got "passed" two to different cousins who visited in the summer. And eventually his brother made me do stuff with his girl friend while they watched.

I know this sounds outrageous but i did it all, willingly, i didn't complain, I wanted my boyfriend to be happy with me. No one at school or in my family knew this was happening. Halfway through grade 11 my day got a new job and we broke up because we moved.

I never let a guy do that with me again.

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by Anonymous on Sep 30, 2022 at 1:56 PM

You were young and exploring, it happens. Dont beat yourself up over it, just make peace with yourself and move on. You have too much life ahead of you to worry about the past.

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