My First Woman Was My Cousin, And I Was Her First Man

AS the saying goes, the first time I had sex it was dark and I was all alone. I remember the dream of that night, it was with my cousin Olga and there was little if any cooperation on her part. It was on the floor, I had her in my arms and was humping her rear, she kept trying to escape, but once I got her pants down and got my dick in her I came, a long wet event in my bed. My first wet dream.

I was thirteen and we lived two houses apart. She was twelve and she was beginning to set her girl life apart from us being friends. She was a tomboy of sorts as we grew up, but now she was behaving differently. It was many months later before I told her about the dream. She responded with her finger in my face, "no me cojas" (don't fuck me). But it wasn't going to go her way.

I was driving and I was told to take her and two friends to an afternoon party. At that time girls had afternoon parties, they got dressed up and the hostess prepared a cake or cookies and they served coffee and they got together at the house of the hostess. And since they didn't drive I was assigned to take them, and wait, and bring them back. They were perfect 'ladies' and my cousin told me to wait for her and when she got a chance she would bring me a piece of cake. And then, without warning, she bent back over and kissed me told me that she liked that I took care of her (me gusta como me cuidas).

I waited and she came out with one of her friends, they brought a piece of cake and a cup of coffee. They waited with me while I had my cake and coffee and my cousin used the napkin to clean my chin, she puckered up her lips and waited for my kiss. Was she showing off to her friend? Or was it real? I waited until their party was over and took each of her friends home before driving home ourselves. I parked the car at my house and invited her in as I needed to use the bathroom. She gave me this look, and held my arm, 'let me look'.

I peed with her looking, she touched me with a finger. When I was finished she asked me how boy's penises got hard. 'Show me' she said, so we went to my room. I told her that to get hard I needed some stimulation. She should lift her dress and let me look at her in her panties. She pulled her dress up above her hips and sat on my bed with her legs crossed open. I stared at her, she wasn't my little cousin any more. She offered to show me her 'cuca', her pussy. She pulled her panties down, and sat as she was before, with her legs apart and she asked me what boys liked about that. By then I was hard, and she had her hand on my penis and she let me touch her. "no me cojas", don't fuck me.

But it was too late for that. I pushed her onto her back and got on top of her and my penis found her vagina and it went right in. It was immediately the most delicious sensation I had ever felt, not at all like masturbating. She tried to push me off but it was too late for that. I did what nature teaches us, it's natural the movements, we don't have to learn them, and her movements were natural too. And I came, ejaculated, more than I ever had masturbating. It felt good like I had never felt, except perhaps that first wet dream I had with her.

She was upset, she put her finger in my face, "I told you not to fuck me". She pulled her panties back on and stood so that she could get her dress straight and put on her shoes and told me to walk her home. When we got to her house she put her hand on my chest, 'don't tell anyone you fucked me, I'm a virgin, do you understand?'

She was a 'virgin' when she got married, but on her wedding day she got on her knees in her wedding gown and she sucked me, 'one last time' because she was going to belong to another man that night. And then I drove the car with the 'bride' to the church, where symbolically he would see her for the first time, the veil would be lifted and her father would 'give her away'.

I watched, it hurt. She was mine to give away, not her father. I do love her and she reminds me from time to time not to talk about those days when we were still young living at home with our parents and getting to know all about sex and our bodies and the bodies of the opposite sex.