Am I Addicted?

I did a confession some time ago about a tinder escapade where I let a man fuck me, and ever since then it’s all I can think of. The arousal from fantasising about cheating again has me driven half wild! I play with my pussy thinking about cheating ever moment I have alone at home.... what is wrong with me?? I’m supposed to be a good wife, but I’m CRAVING cock! I’ve been buying toys too, I thought if I had a toy to play with that might help me get it out of my system, but it’s not working. I keep thinking about that guys veiny cock, erect and being stuffed into my soaking wet, smooth pussy. What should I do??