Straight Female / 43
I Did The Unthinkible
I work for a large progressive company that if i said the name most people would know. I am in mid-level leadership and I have all the right degrees and experience for advancement and have been advancing very well! I am driven and an "A type personality" i am a real go getter and i make great profits for my department.
But for five years I have been stuck and had no advancement. Even though I am the top earner in my department i have watched men with lesser success be prompted as department heads in other offers over me. I did everything to be advanced, got certifications, went o workshops, hired mentors, met with executives and ask for pointers, and nothing for 5 years.
Next week i finally start as a department head in another city. My family is in the process of moving now. I am finally promoted after 5 years but i am ashamed to admit I got this promotion "on my knees". I can believe as a 43 year old wife of 17 years and mother of 2 that I knelt in front of a senior exec and betrayed my family and sucked dick. I should be above that. I should never have to stoop to that, especially at a company like this. If you had asked me a year ago I would have told you those things don't happen any more, those days are over. I would have told you Harvey Weinstein was the end of an era. It's not true, sexual favors in the work place for advancement is alive and kicking it's just more hidden and protected. They don't approach you, they starve you out until you approach them and offer. Thats how they protect themselves these days.
On his floor, after hours, tits out and being fondled, mouth pretty much being fucked, my senior exec was literally going on about how great of a department head i would be, and how i was more then qualified, and how he was glad i was finally understanding "proper Incentive" for advancement for a woman of my tenure. He didn't care at all that i was a 43 year old wife and mom, a professional more then qualified deserving respect for my tenure. He explained lots of people are more then qualified, he could justify every promotion on paper to HR. He said, some candidates though go the extra mile and "swallow" extra work. I got the hint, and yes i swallowed his seamen.
I feel so guilty. As a wife i feel disloyal. I know i cheated. I didn't do more than suck dick, but i did multiple times spread over months of time. I went home to a loving supportive husband knowing i was cheating on him to advance. My driven career minded self became more important than him. I made love to my husband knowing i was sucking another man off. It's over now, I am promoted, and have start confidential therapy to work thought my guilt. But I will never admit to him or anyone outside of therapy what I did.
But for five years I have been stuck and had no advancement. Even though I am the top earner in my department i have watched men with lesser success be prompted as department heads in other offers over me. I did everything to be advanced, got certifications, went o workshops, hired mentors, met with executives and ask for pointers, and nothing for 5 years.
Next week i finally start as a department head in another city. My family is in the process of moving now. I am finally promoted after 5 years but i am ashamed to admit I got this promotion "on my knees". I can believe as a 43 year old wife of 17 years and mother of 2 that I knelt in front of a senior exec and betrayed my family and sucked dick. I should be above that. I should never have to stoop to that, especially at a company like this. If you had asked me a year ago I would have told you those things don't happen any more, those days are over. I would have told you Harvey Weinstein was the end of an era. It's not true, sexual favors in the work place for advancement is alive and kicking it's just more hidden and protected. They don't approach you, they starve you out until you approach them and offer. Thats how they protect themselves these days.
On his floor, after hours, tits out and being fondled, mouth pretty much being fucked, my senior exec was literally going on about how great of a department head i would be, and how i was more then qualified, and how he was glad i was finally understanding "proper Incentive" for advancement for a woman of my tenure. He didn't care at all that i was a 43 year old wife and mom, a professional more then qualified deserving respect for my tenure. He explained lots of people are more then qualified, he could justify every promotion on paper to HR. He said, some candidates though go the extra mile and "swallow" extra work. I got the hint, and yes i swallowed his seamen.
I feel so guilty. As a wife i feel disloyal. I know i cheated. I didn't do more than suck dick, but i did multiple times spread over months of time. I went home to a loving supportive husband knowing i was cheating on him to advance. My driven career minded self became more important than him. I made love to my husband knowing i was sucking another man off. It's over now, I am promoted, and have start confidential therapy to work thought my guilt. But I will never admit to him or anyone outside of therapy what I did.
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