This happened about 6 years ago.
I have an older brother and older sister who had both come back home during their Christmas vacation. My sister was 21, my brother was 19 and I was 12 at the time. My parents had gone away for the weekend from Friday afternoon and said that my brother and sister could have a party while they were gone. It was my last day at school before Christmas and I was going to stay at my best friend's house for the night. Obviously my brother and sister did not want their 12 year old sister at their party! After school I went to the cinema with my friend, I can't remember what we saw, some dire Christmas film no doubt. We went to get something to eat at Burger King after the film had finished and we ended up arguing over a boy in our class who we both fancied. We argued so much that she went home and I ended up wandering around town until late that night. I daren't go home because I knew my brother and sister would be angry with me for interrupting their party. Obviously in the end I knew I had to and I went back to our house with a tear streaked face around 11 o'clock that night. I was going to sneak in the back door and go straight upstairs to my room so no-one would see me, but there were loads of people all over the house and I was noticed. Instead of being angry, my brother was lovely. He was drunk and a bit loved-up He saw how upset I was, I was still crying and I told him I was going upstairs to bed. He gave me a kiss goodnight and I went to my room. I had just got into my pyjamas when there was a knock on my bedroom door. When I opened it my brother's friend David was stood behind it with a bottle of wine in his hand. I had a major crush on him and could feel my face going bright red. He asked if I was alright and came into my room, quickly shutting the door behind him. He was far too old for me, he was my brother's age while I wasn't even a teenager, but childish crushes don't take that into account. What I didn't know was that he was a pervert. He gave me some wine to drink and I thought I was being very grown up drinking alcohol with an older boy. I began to feel a bit woozy after a few minutes, he kept handing me the bottle to drink out of and I had quite a lot. He said maybe I'd feel better if I lay down. Then he started to kiss me. I had such a crush on him that I would have done anything for him. I was quite drunk by this time and also very naive, I knew what sex was but didn't realise what David was up to until he was on top of me and pushing himself inside me. It hurt, but I thought that he would like me if I let him do it to me and I tried to be grown up and not cry. After he had finished he lay beside me for a few minutes breathing heavily and then put his trousers back on and said he'd better get downstairs, people would be wondering where he was. Also he said that it was our secret. I'm not entirely sure what happened next. Someone must have seen him leaving my room because a minute or so after he'd gone I heard my brother shouting he was going to kill him. I panicked, I thought I was in love with David and I wanted to save him, so I pulled on my pyjamas and ran out of my room. I was still drunk so I reeled downstairs to where all the noise was coming from and my brother and David were fighting. My brother was beating the shit out of him. My sister ran to me but she was crying and I saw she was looking down at my legs. I looked down at myself and saw that I was bleeding. My hymen must have broken and bright red blood was staining the light blue crotch of my pyjama bottoms. I think David's spunk was also leaving me. Everyone at the party saw the mess I was in and I started crying again as I wasn't really sure what was happening. Then I passed out.
My sister called my parents and they came home and took me to be tested for STDs. They also sent me for counselling which I didn't really understand at the time, but am glad I had now as it made me realise what had happened and come to terms with it before it fucked me up in later life. My brother put David in hospital and now we never see him.
I have an older brother and older sister who had both come back home during their Christmas vacation. My sister was 21, my brother was 19 and I was 12 at the time. My parents had gone away for the weekend from Friday afternoon and said that my brother and sister could have a party while they were gone. It was my last day at school before Christmas and I was going to stay at my best friend's house for the night. Obviously my brother and sister did not want their 12 year old sister at their party! After school I went to the cinema with my friend, I can't remember what we saw, some dire Christmas film no doubt. We went to get something to eat at Burger King after the film had finished and we ended up arguing over a boy in our class who we both fancied. We argued so much that she went home and I ended up wandering around town until late that night. I daren't go home because I knew my brother and sister would be angry with me for interrupting their party. Obviously in the end I knew I had to and I went back to our house with a tear streaked face around 11 o'clock that night. I was going to sneak in the back door and go straight upstairs to my room so no-one would see me, but there were loads of people all over the house and I was noticed. Instead of being angry, my brother was lovely. He was drunk and a bit loved-up He saw how upset I was, I was still crying and I told him I was going upstairs to bed. He gave me a kiss goodnight and I went to my room. I had just got into my pyjamas when there was a knock on my bedroom door. When I opened it my brother's friend David was stood behind it with a bottle of wine in his hand. I had a major crush on him and could feel my face going bright red. He asked if I was alright and came into my room, quickly shutting the door behind him. He was far too old for me, he was my brother's age while I wasn't even a teenager, but childish crushes don't take that into account. What I didn't know was that he was a pervert. He gave me some wine to drink and I thought I was being very grown up drinking alcohol with an older boy. I began to feel a bit woozy after a few minutes, he kept handing me the bottle to drink out of and I had quite a lot. He said maybe I'd feel better if I lay down. Then he started to kiss me. I had such a crush on him that I would have done anything for him. I was quite drunk by this time and also very naive, I knew what sex was but didn't realise what David was up to until he was on top of me and pushing himself inside me. It hurt, but I thought that he would like me if I let him do it to me and I tried to be grown up and not cry. After he had finished he lay beside me for a few minutes breathing heavily and then put his trousers back on and said he'd better get downstairs, people would be wondering where he was. Also he said that it was our secret. I'm not entirely sure what happened next. Someone must have seen him leaving my room because a minute or so after he'd gone I heard my brother shouting he was going to kill him. I panicked, I thought I was in love with David and I wanted to save him, so I pulled on my pyjamas and ran out of my room. I was still drunk so I reeled downstairs to where all the noise was coming from and my brother and David were fighting. My brother was beating the shit out of him. My sister ran to me but she was crying and I saw she was looking down at my legs. I looked down at myself and saw that I was bleeding. My hymen must have broken and bright red blood was staining the light blue crotch of my pyjama bottoms. I think David's spunk was also leaving me. Everyone at the party saw the mess I was in and I started crying again as I wasn't really sure what was happening. Then I passed out.
My sister called my parents and they came home and took me to be tested for STDs. They also sent me for counselling which I didn't really understand at the time, but am glad I had now as it made me realise what had happened and come to terms with it before it fucked me up in later life. My brother put David in hospital and now we never see him.
