The Lockdown And Now

I succumbed to having gay sex with a very small, petite guy in my building during lockdowns. My GF went back to cali with her family, and other girls I'd been seeing were all locked in. It took over 6 months without any sex to finally give in and have sex with him. He had long hair, and wore makeup but really wasn't a crossdresser. Though he wore panties and sometimes bra and stockings. That was only sometimes, but the make up and girly looks were always.

I fucked him, he sucked my cock and I got some relief. I started going back more and more often and when fucking him it turned mostly from him on his belly to missionary sex. In the dark a few times I kissed him, sucked on his nipples. I know it was wrong but I really need to get my cock into someone and cum. Eventually, he was saying if I couldn't do anything to him to make him enjoy it what was the purpose. I started jacking him, then sucking, and yes eventually this girly guy was fucking me. It was about a year, and things lightened up. I had a new girlfriend and she's over a lot. He comes by and continues to try to seduce me, actually if he had tits, his body is better shaped than my girlfriend.

My girlfriend is a 3 hole girl, I get off in her everyway, she cums at the drop of a hat and usually has several orgasms while I fuck her. The thing I actually miss is getting fucked. I honestly feel like I want to be filled up back there again.