My Grandson Has The Hots For Me

When I was barely legal, I started making amateur adult video tapes with my boyfriend. Soon I got some professional work. I made 9 hardcore films altogether, but I never got to be the main star in any of them.

My boyfriend didn't like that I was doing porn without him. At 19 I had my daughter, whom his parents ended up raising. They had me convinced a porn starlet was unfit to raise a child. Looking back, I think I would have done a good job, but that's all in the past. I eventually left the business (it left me to be truthful) and I put what money I had toward college tuition. I earned a business degree and did well for myself. My boyfriend was long gone, although I kept in touch with my daughter as much as I could.

My boyfriend's parents were religious fanatics and they married my daughter off as soon as she graduated high school. She had my grandson soon afterward. He was raised in a strict household where even a deck of playing cards wasn't allowed. He hated it. He has a very high IQ, is open minded and he always chafed under their rules. He graduated high school early and won a full scholarship. He had a hard time convincing his parents to let him go to a "secular" university.

While he was growing up, he and I were natural allies. We understood each other. He always called me by my first name. I live too far away for him to visit often, but we skyped and zoomed a lot. He complained about his parents and I sympathized. I told him to ride it out, get an education, and someday he'd be able to live as he wanted.

Somewhere along the line he found out about my porn career.

While we were skyping one day, he said, "Cheryl, why didn't you tell me!"

I said it wasn't the easiest thing to bring up with your grandson.

He said, "Why? I'm so proud of you. I've found a couple of your videos and one of your VHS tapes. You did everything, and you looked like you enjoyed it. Most look bored or on dr*gs. You were so in the moment and so beautiful and sexy. You're just as beautiful now, you don't look any different, I swear."

I told him that was sweet of him, but maybe he needed to get his eyes checked if he thought that. I also warned him he better not let his parents find those movies. He said not to worry, he converted them to encrypted files and his parents would never be tech savvy enough to find them, let alone watch them.

He said, "I won't lie, I get a lot of fun out of them."

I knew what he meant by that, and I turned red.

He said, "Don't be embarrased. I always thought you were hot, even before I found out. You always look so good. Like right now, your cleavage is gorgeous."

I instinctively buttoned up my blouse.

He said, "Don't do that. Don't change the way you are just because of what I said. Be and dress like you always did. You're the only free spirited person I know. Please don't change."

I unbuttoned my blouse back to where it was. I mean, there was nothing to be ashamed of really.

He started asking all kinds of questions about what it was like making adult films. I told him the good, the bad, and the ugly. He wanted to know if I'd had breast implants and I truthfully said no, not at the time I made movies, but I did have some work done on various parts of my body over the years. I was always a fitness buff and health nut as well, so I do think I look younger than I am.

He said my breasts looked so big and firm in my videos. He said he bet they were still firm, and I said they were ok for my age.

He immediately said, "Let me see!"

I said I didn't think that was a good idea.

He gave me a long reasoned argument about how nudist families saw each other all the time, so what's the big deal?

I took off my blouse and bra and let the girls loose in all their glory.

His eyes got big and his jaw dropped. He just said, "Cheryl, will you marry me?" I thought that was so cute.

Almost everytime we talked, the subject would come around to my videos. He always wanted to see my boobs and I began wearing different types of tops because he loved to watch me take them off. He started telling me what to wear for next time, and I found myself fulfilling his requests.

One day he had me wearing a thong bikini with 4 inch pumps. He asked me to strut around and pose. He wanted to see the rest of my body, and since he'd already seen my vids, I didn't see the harm. He said his parents kept him so sheltered and restricted, he didn't know anything about female anatomy. He wanted me to get my pussy close to the camera and show him all the parts.

Well, I'm not st*pid, he could see the anatomy of a female in any textbook if that were the real reason, but I slipped out of my bikini bottom and got my quim as close to the camera as I could. I tried to give him a good sex education in the process, telling him how to use his tongue and fingers on a woman, how to tell what a given woman will enjoy, and so forth. When I was about done, I realized he was masturbating. I couldn't see below his chest, but I saw the look on his face. When he came, he moaned the name I used in porn.

He said, "I guess you knew what I was doing."

I said yes it was pretty obvious.

After that, he didn't hide it so much. I mean, he never stood up and yanked it right in my face, but I knew he did it a lot under the table so to speak.

He said he wants to spend his fall break from college with me this year. I desperately want to see him, but I think I'll find an excuse not to let him come. Frankly, I'm not sure I can resist what I now know he wants. On our last zoom, he told me straight out he'd be the "luckiest dude" in the world if he could lose his virginity to [my porn name].