She Wants Revenge

Happy mwm with a luscious and kinky wife. I had a brief tryst with another girl last year, nothing serious just sex relief for us both. Rhonda was quite put out and angry but did own up to the fact that her sex drive has flagged and I'm as ravenous as always.
Anyway, while she was seething I found some so called secret places she wrote her thoughts out. Yes, I peeked in her digital diary after guessing her feeble pw.
I was surprised to read that she said things like she was foolish to have kept her fantasies and desires to herself. She went on to say she was thinking she should get herself ass ducked by the biggest fattest hardest Blackest chap she can find. That she craves being on her knees ass up and being a hole and a cum dump for Black dick and cum. Wrote that she wants to make me soothe her used fuck hole with my tongue and that gets me hard as hell.
Things have become more normalized and I don't think she's actively pursuing the idea but still gets hot when I finger or rim her.