I Cheated On My Wife (before We Married)

For a little backstory... my now wife, our friend and I got blazed about 3 years ago and we invited him to our bedroom. My wife let him touch my cock and stroke me a bit and I loved it. Our friend eventually masterbated while I had sex with my wife.

A few months later...

My wife left to spend the holidays with her grandma. We had a huge fight before hand. I let my friend spend a few nights with me. We were very close, we cuddled a lot and knew there was sexual tension between us. The first night we stroked each other's cocks until we orgasmed. The next night he let me suck on his huge dick and got to play with his butt a bit. I eventually asked him if he wanted to fuck and he said yes, and told me he never had a man inside him before.

I didn't have any lube so I spat on his hole and fingered him a bit to loosen him up, he was so damn tight. I eventually got my dick in and he was taking it so well. I ended up stroking his cock while I was ducking him and made him cum all over himself. I cleaned it all up with my mouth and swallowed his seed up. I kept edging while in him he was so tight. I ended up cumming on his dick and stomach.

I found out the next day that my wife cheated on me with him after getting into another fight with her. However, till this day she does not know what I have done.

I am no longer friends with the person but I still think about his tight ass every day and still masterbate thinking about him, wishing we would still talk, hang out, and have some more fun.