Addiction

Friday. I get together with my friend and we have sex at my house. Got him to cum.
Saturday. I went over to an older friends house early morning at took his big thick 8” cock balls deep hard, he said my ass feels amazing tight yet soft and “endless” is the word uses. Meaning I can take his big dick deep, balls deep, hard pounding… Fuck it was hot.
Saturday afternoon I had a friend some over who used to Fuck me on the regular when he lived near by. He came over and I sucked him off and he also fucked me good. He also had a good size cock about 7. He feels great. Not as big as my morning friend but felt Just as good. I noticed he kissed me on my back as most guys do as a sign of approval that my ass is good and feels great.
Saturday evening I picked up a guy who “wanted to get to know me” lol I knew what he wanted, brought him back to my place and I rode his dick like no other almost made him cum as I rode him in the first minute or two, I asked him if he wanted a blue pill and he said no but once his dick was inside of me, he asked if I really wanted to get fucked all night I said yes and he took half of a 100 blue pill. He fucked me for a while until he came. He is one of the thicker men I know, he had a 8 cock that is thick, thicker that the Saturday morning guy and he’s thick. I took his dick and load and made him a meal to eat then he fucked me again hard sideways. We fell asleep shortly after that.
Sunday I went back to my friend who I had seen Friday and we had sex, he told me my ass felt so tight and good. This is the day after I was fucked 3 times and two of the guys were big thick 8 inch thick cocks. This guy is my favorite tho because of who he is, he’s only around 6 inches and decent thickness a perfect penis to be honest. He’s been my regular now for about a year. Sunday night I was trying to get a guy to come meet me but he didn’t bite.
Monday had friend over for dinner and slept, no sex on Monday.
Tuesday. First thing in the morning I got together with a friend who I’ve been getting fucked my now for about 2 years it’s random but we have had plenty of sex. I get there and start to suck his dick. He wanted to eat my ass bad he missed my ass it seemed like sense I hadn’t seen him for a month. He also has a good thick 7-8 inch cock. It doesn’t seem like it’s as big as it feels but I thick he gets so exited while fucking me his dick looks way bigger when he pulls out of me. I absolutely love how he feels, he pounds me hard and deep and loves to hear me moan laud and the louder I moan the more exited and harder he pounds my ass.
Tuesday afternoon I had a guy come to my house and posing my ass he loved it when I swallowed his cock down my throat, he also pounded me hard, he was shoving my head into the bed as he pounded my ass hard. He came in me and pushed so hard into my ass I felt it deep and hard.
Wednesday night I had one guy come over this guy is the smallest of the bunch at about 5 inches. He doesn’t cum easy so he pounded me for a long time, also kissed me back and body a sign of approval and that he loved my ass. He told me there aren’t any asses out there like mine. He flew his load in me and I took him home. Today is Thursday and I’m taking it easy, I’m tempted to get on line and look for sex but I’ll restrain. This is the confession of a sex addict. I look for sex a lot and have developed skills taking a cock up my ass to the point it feels tight to all size of cocks unless they’re super small (then all holes will probably feel lose, sorry that’s the truth) taking a cock is a skill and the more I’ve taken cock up my ass the more I love it.

Ps no one around me knows the extent of my sex addiction, I have a job, own a home, car. And live very conservatively. I’m a contributing member of society but I have a big demon I can’t control. Sex is my weakness. I want to stop and have intimate sex but I can’t.