Judge If You Must

I have been married to a wonderful man that I love very much. We have been married 3 years. He is kind, a very considerate lover and works hard for us. Though many men tell me I am beautiful I know I am very lucky to have him. Especially, as I was brought to this country from Argentina as a very young girl with little money.

I have a secret that I keep from him. For the last two years I have been having sex with one of my previous lovers. It is often though he is married too. We meet and have sex sometimes as much as four days a week. My husband travels and his wife works on a hospital.

I do feel terrible about it when am in my husbands arms but I cannot quit. I do not love my ex in any way. The sex is just very good and I crave it. He is large, dominant and hungry for me whenever we are together. I am always glad to go home to my husband after but the yearning and release when my ex takes me can be overwhelming.

I met him recently and we had not been together in several weeks. He said he had taken a Blue pill and his already very large penis was huge and so hard. He wore me out for almost two hours. In the end we got so caught up that he came inside of me which I never allow him to do.

To my shock when I got home my husband was there though he was supposed to be traveling. He was a little drunk and tired from the flight and said he wanted me badly. I tried to convince him to let me shower but he was not having it.

I felt so guilty as he went down on me vigorously. I thought for sure my smell or the presence of huge amounts of my exes manhood inside of me would give me away but he just seemed to hungry for me. He finally entered me and came pretty quickly. He kissed me, said he loved me and then fell asleep hugging me..

I lay beside him afraid to move and wake him. I coulD feel the seed of both men leaking out of me, down my ass onto the sheets. Despite my feelings of horrible guilt I touched myself and after just several seconds of rubbing I came very hard though I kept as quite as I could.

I fell asleep too anD the next morning I awoke and realized my vagina was sticky, gooey and smelled horribly. I snuck into the shower and washed myself thoroughly. When I got out of the shower my husband was peeing. He looked at me and smiled. He started kissing me and got hard. I bent over the counter and let him take me. He took longer this time but with a loud scream he filled me again.

Later he went to play golf with his friends. I was cleaning the house and I got a text message from my ex on the name that I put in mine my phone. The message said that he was still rockhard and wanted to meet me right away.

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