Getting Hi Curiously Bi

After 3 years of having 3 different girls keen to slam meth with me n immediately fuck for hours, I moved away. What I discovered was how I've intrinsically linked slamming with hours of sex, only now for some reason, the sex is mostly me looking at bi n gay men's porn as it turns me on n feels really naughty. I've even entertained actually meeting some strange guy so I can live it out n let it go. Ideas please?